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Have you ever gotten the feeling that people just kind of forget about you? That kind of feeling where you can talk to them, but they talk to you as like you're some kind of stranger and they really have no interest in you at all. I've been feeling like that for a while. I've been feeling like that because a lot of people just seem like I'm not worth the effort. Like you ask them to call you back and they don't, ask them how was there day and they don't ask back, or you do something for them and you don't even get a thank you. I've been feeling like that. Mainly with almost everything. I really stick my neck out for people, and I don't really get any help. There's more than one person, but I don't want to specify names.

I've been helping with things like anime expo and other thing that are very emotional. It's like they want my help, but without a price. And I'm not talking price like money or favors. I mean like thanks yous. I don't remember the last time someone thanked me for doing something. it's kinda unfair. and it's not like I'm trying to satisfy everyone I meet. Just the 4-5 friends I had. I spend a lot of my resources on my friends (money, time, attention) but I can't even get a thank you or any appreciation. I know I don't seem like a guy with problems, but I do. I have to deal with other peoples' problems and such, plus work and my new devotion to all games. I work hard to make my friends happy and make sure all of them are safe, but I barely get the slightest bit of recognition.

I guess everyone is just more important cause they have some kind of disfunction happening in there life, but guess what...everyone does. Everyone has problems, no matter how rich or poor, lucky or unlucky, healthy or sick. And right now, mine is that people think they're way too important to think about others.