(I'm 5' cool
I love losing weight. And feeling skinny and light. I feel like I'm getting closer to perfection. I love seeing every rib begin to pop out more and more. I love ribs. I love feeling empty and weak. I love having this mild case of anorexia.
within the past four months I haven't begun to feel the joy of losing weight again. Because my weight has come to a plateau. in March I began to starve. I lost 20 pounds in 4 months, and reached my goal weight of 120. Still being 120, I have grown tired of my body, and I know I can be better, be skinnier, prettier, at 110lbs. I've been trying hard to lose weight, but I keep stuffing my face and stay the same.I don't want to go bulimic because I hate puking. Help?
Here is my ana blog
http://pretty-dirty-words.tumblr.com/
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