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SO i think I may use gaia as my daily journal or whatever so I wont keep on blowing gaia off. its is pretty boring now. I dont talk to allot of people on it anymore.

but besides that point life is boring right and and is starting to blow. I just feel so out of place with everything. Life is good for me, it could be better, but I cant complain really.

I need to find a new f** hag. Brittany is far aways. Jessica is here but only for a lil bit. so I am HAG-less...

I have also decided to read through some old saved messages which depressed me cause I read some messages from ex's. so that was a dumb idea. only made my mood worse. I want someone to cuddle with but I wouldnt cuddle with myself either... I feel like I look like poop.

so yeah that is me right now.

music isnt doing anything for me either. Madonna... I need more music.... Superbus is my latest music but I still need more music... I need something... I could go for a smoke right now but I dont think it would help much it sounds like a good idea. but it only holds me over for a but so I am guna pass on that till later. and I need to save what few smokes I have left.... ehhh

peace