Wherever you are and whatever you are doing, I hope you're well.. and I hope you're happy. I miss you as always, this has never changed. In case you're wondering how I'm doing, I'm well. Things seem to be looking up for the most part.
Perhaps you should consider stopping reading at this point, the following is not so nice. I don't think it's as relevant anymore, but until recently I had as much hate for you as I did love. Yes, hate. And yes, love. I've been writing about this offline and overall it put things in perspective.
The following quote has been stuck in my head and might be even good enough to have it permanently imprinted on one's skin:
"Mensch kann tun was er will; er kann aber nicht wollen was er will."
(One can choose what to do, but not what to want.) - Arthur Schopenhauer
