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I walked into the empty hous. Seeing it empty hurt i remember Cmeron running down the stairs and max and tylerin the room they were always dorks in. I remember hearing innaproperiate comments from inside there but now everything was empty. You see my grandma decided to move into the house that used to be my cousins before they left. She thought it would make us happier because the house were part of my childhood was spent wouldnt be given away. I really didnt care untill i walked inside that is. I walked into the place were we always spent all our time. The X-Box was gone, The flat screen was gone, the couch we all piled up in was gone,The laughter wasalso gone. Only thing lift was the drawer the flat screen sat. and a huge marble table. My heart felt like it was ripped out of my chest. i started to cry how was i going to walk in here without crying or being upset. i cried harder. i felt like they didnt care. well at least the adults didnt. You see i sent my artwork to them. every picture i drew i sent even the horrible ones but i never got a response from my uncle. Max and Tyler did but the one who i thought was a genius and who was so strong when i was a little girl never gave me a reply. I turned out of that room and i walked upstairs i turned into maxes room. Most of the furniture was still there even the old videogame systems we used to play. I picked up Mortal Kombat and i looked at the character that always scared the s**t out of me ever since i was little. And he still does *Sweatdrop* I looked over at the wall were i saw something i never noticed before. "Wait a minute there was football players on the wall...? I felt really stupid for never noticing. And every sleepover we had i slept in there (King sized bed three small little kids you get the picture right..?) I walked out of there and i saw the babys room.Every single one of that babys toys got thrown away which pisses me off. Cameron was always my little boy.Braylon was always to protected to do what we used to do. Cupcakeyy was what i nicknamed him cuz he was my cupcake. And he would always respond only to me when i called him that. It really does make me sad when i think about it. But anyways i did open his closet (creeper xD) and saw nothing. Even if i wasnt crying enough it killed me to see nothing that closet was always stuffed to the top with every toy you could imagine and the kid dosent even have anything. I sat in his closet for awhile and i shut the door cuz none would look in there. Even though im terrified of the dark and lonliness i got over it and cried in silence.Sooner or later i opened the door and i walked into tylers room. I rembered that one time when i was little i walked into his room cuz i was afraid and max was asleep. Tyler was pretty close to being a teenager at the time and he was still awake. He saw the fear in my eyes apparently and he hung up the cell phone and told me to sleep with him. And the was the night i learned he sleep talked xD. He was telling me about a girl named amber and if she was quiet the monkey on her head would leave xD. That was hystarical and im surprised i remember all these things. But i was finished i calmed myself down and i walked down stairs and i messed with their computer for the rest of the time xD.



So on friday i went to a concert with some of my friends bout 17 of em. We had the best time and when Skillet came out we screamed as loud as we could. And the played all the songs i loved The last night lucy and monster and i was happy with that.. Oh and you could probably tell were Amanda and i were. We didnt stop dancing or screaming the entire time. I think we annoyed the people behind us xD Oh and when Toby Mac came out Amanda flipped her freakin lid. The rest of my friends were on the opposite side of me so i couldnt talk to them but i saw Racheal head banging and it was hysterical to watch. Oh and i almost fell about five times and that wouldnnt have been cool cuz we were in the nosebleed section xD


(Friday afternoon)
Zack grabbed my hand i giggled and he did that thing were he moved the bones in my hand. It felt so weird and i yanked my hand away "Wait i didnt do anything yer!" "Well to bad im not giving you my hand again!" And thats what happened at school xD