Well there seems to be a little trouble in my friends life. I'm about ready to tell her to shut the ******** up. She keeps saying she wants to die. And when I give her advice to help her she shuts me out. I'm tierd of playing games. If she wants to kill herself then so will I. Because she's my best friend and I turn to her every day for help. Last night I sat in my room thinking of all the things in my life. I just started to cry from all the pain those thoughts brought me. So why should I also have to deal with this? She's my friend. And I'm supose to help her. But what help is it if your just as upset as your friend? Because if both of us suffer. Why don't we both die together? Am I just crazy or am I being real? That's the question I asked myself last night. Since then, I havn't come up with an answer...I may never. Guess she kind of feels like this..
