May 13, 2010 Thursday 11:16PM
Sennyo,
I think I'll... I probably will take up scarring again. It's been two weeks and a day since my last though, do you feel proud of me?
It's all just a bit too much. This life, the coming summer, ... even Nucc.
Oh, god, how I wish I could take on this relationship like any other person. It's all so scary, frightening.
I found today after school a text from Nucc sent at 11:39AM. It was so poetic. It broke my heart in the best and worst of ways.
[Pause Log] 11:25PM
[Continue Log] 1:45AM
I lost, again. Got myself on the chest right above and between my breasts. ********.
I was thinking about _____ for some time today.
[1:59AM]
[2:10AM]
I can't wait to see him again. That feeling of being of use to someone, it's more than that too, I think. That feelings of someone wanting me, desiring me, actually going out of his or her way to do something with/for me.
[2:23AM]
We'll probably be having dinner at Steak n Shake, which I could really use right now, as I'm rather hungry. I wonder what things will change bbetween us, besides that we won't waste half an hour being awkward together.
I want this to have a good ending.
[End Log] 2:27AM
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