May 12, 2010 Wednesday 2:41 AM
My dearest Sennyo,
I wish I could do more for him, without my personal feelings interfering with that. I wish I could be less indecisive and more decisive, more confident, really.
Confident, however, I still am about telling him those three words.
Oh, did you know, Sennyo? We've decided upon Saturday to be our meeting day. We chatted for about an hour as usual, and it was nice to see his words again after a one day haitus. He decided not to work late today. An invisible blush comes to my cheeks. Because "there's someone very special to [him] [he] wanted to converse with tonight. Her name's _________, may know her."
Some of the things he says are scary though. The concept at least, I mean not his words. Such as when I marvel at how quickly our relationship has grown in about two weeks, and he rhetorically asks, in a good way, how quickly it would have grown if we lived closer to each other. It'd be scary, I think.
I compare us to Rosaline and Amory. I don't want it to end like theirs though. I want a happy ending with Nucc.
[End Log] 2:51 AM
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