May 2, 2010 Sunday 12:21AM
Sennyo,
At around 9:30PM-ish I arrived home.
Today was wonderful. Beyond wonderful.
I really do question myself, if, by typing this all down to you, my memories and feelings become less intrinsic to me. But, I fear that these memories will fade!
A first for so many things. We held hands, and kissed, and even used tongue. //>//>// He kissed me on the neck and so gently on the hand. It was so wonderful.
At about 3:20-3:30PM-ish Nucc picked me up in his little red car, it all happened so quickly. It was pretty quiet in the car to the park. Really awkward. I'm so glad that he opened up early on though. I really am.
"This is so agonizing," he said, twice in the car before we left the mall.
I wish I had cried.
[12:38]
We're PMing now. My third to him, second in response, and he should be replying soon. If not, tomorrow.
Oh, Nucc is 24 by the way, not 23. I apologize for misinforming you before.
We had dinner at IHOP. Pretty interesting. He had iced tea and this sandwich thing in which he took off the bread and ate the ham and cheese, which he said to be not very good. I had some strawberry and banana french toast.
I really do like him, Sennyo. _____, I hope you're right. You're alongside Sennyo, arent you? You wouldn't give me someone bad, right?
Either way, it's so much worth it. Very much worth it, to be alive and living.
I can still taste him on my lips.
Nucc is quite the ladies' man, or a "man-whore" as he termed it, as he has been with a lot of girls. They think that his goofy attitude is to impress people, until they realize that he's goofy 24/7, he said. He said to me while we were hugging/making out that he's picky, and that "Stephanie is a pretty cool guy" meme. I can't remember if he added anything in, but it finished normally.
A few times while in the park (well, of course) he would say that I'm distracting him and face-nom me. Oh, I really do like him.
[12:57]
*note*he's not actually replying at these times, but rather at the times that I have checked them. *end note*
He sure was quite the lady-killer back in high school. He told me that when he was referring to how much he disliked being girls' first kisses and boyfriends, he meant that it happened more than he would've liked back in high school, and that it didn't apply to me "srsly". XD
My feet are tired, and I keep sucking in my lips, so silly. I love him.
I couldn't say it before, nor could I have said this an hour ago. I love him.
[End Log] 1:01 AM
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