May 1, 2010 Saturday 2:14PM
Sennyo,
I wanted to write to you before waking up later today/tomorrow. So that I can remember my feelings before the meeting. It's something that I often forget to do. Something happens and I don't tell you.
Such as the taking down of the last incarnation of F2's base last year. I never told you. Kevin... that was different. I replied within a day or two to you, and I was stricken with grief as well.
We texted for a while today, Nucc and I. Near the end of our chain of texts there was a point where I asked him something. I was wondering if it would bother him to caa so Clync uh so ynlc. He replied, "I don[']t mind at all." After replying to him a 'thank-you' he asked if he should wear a tube top so that I could see the big scar on his stomach. How kind of him.
Women love men with confidence because of their lack of self-confidence.
I'm playing in my mind as to what may happen. Sunny day. Raining. Parent-people outside. What Nucc will do.
It feel so far away.
I can't believe that I have a sore throat. I want to be at my best for him, and I just have to be sick now.
I'm tired now, Sennyo.
[End Log] 2:22AM
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