April 18, 2010 Sunday 5:04PM
Sennyo...
I remember
[about 30 minutes later]
Nucc called me (after first asking me). We spoke for a good 25 minutes and 26 seconds. He did the majority of the talking, ranting, babbling, etc. Talking about this bafflement of ruby and Wolf, at how philosophical they are/try to be in all their threads.
I remember his voice so cleary.
His cat, Sally, ran away. She was old, and he said that cats tend to run away an hide somewhere when they're about to die, and she somehow got out of his house. Around it is tall grass, and he couldn't find her. She's been lost for about a week, poor Sally.
If I write what he and I talked about, would that ruin the memory? I wonder... I question it. If writing it would make me remember these words rather than what had actually happened. But, I fear that my memory will fade as well!
[I PM Nucc, thanking him]
[he replies]
He said that he really looks forward to meeting me. He thinks about it every day.
I remember now, what I was originally going to say to you.
It hurts so much. To feel these things. I remember now, what my original intent was when I wrote to you last.
I want to be me.
Something I said to Nucc, when he asked me what I thought about the blog. I told him that I felt that they (ruby and Wolf) were taking NDT to too far of an extend. I mean, role-playing, like we're in Family Rental, actors, but we're not actors, we're real people.
ruby really has let me down this time. She's taken her person too far. She's typing red now, since she's so cool like that (sarcasm (for future reference)).
Nucc said that he doesn't think that SC and NDT are actually all that great, and he's wondering if ruby and Wolf really know what the hell they're talking about when they make their rabbit/lion/wolf threads.
Before he replied to my PM, it really made me think that I was just looking too far into his messages. I don't know, again.
Nucc doesn't have any interest in posting in the blog. Taken to far, not to mention the 'role-playing'. I asked him if he has told ruby this yet, although he said he hasn't and he might if she calls him sometime.
Wolf and I's relationship is seriously breaking down, in my eyes at least.
I want to be in that kind of love seen in stories for children, in fairy tales, in one-plot anime.
[End Log]6:24PM
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