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Doesn't really matter what I put here... Not like anyone will read it
And if someone one does they'll probably yell at me like always cause I can never DO ANYTHING RIGHT
I screw up everything I do
I screwed my first and third relationship
I screwed up my life
I screw up whenever I try to help someone
I screw up on anything
I can never treat anyone right
I always get in arguments even if I don't want to
I get yelled at for any negative comment I make
Don't like my pessimism? Well screw you. It's part of me. Get freaking used to it. If not, then don't be my friend anymore
And by the way, if you read this and yell at me kate, you have no right to, you didn't have to read this not like I directed twards you.
I can never find love
I need to live in a bigger city, then maybe I'd find someone
Maybe if I had more friends as a child I'd be less attention needing. Maybe but probably not. Nothing in the world every goes right. Everything I do ends up biting me in the a** sooner or later