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what is it,
that i want?
i know,
i need her,
which is why,
i can never end our friendship,
but,
what is it,
that i want?
ugh,
i feel sick,
all these thoughts,
i don't want these,
that's for sure,
but,
god,
why,
why can't i ever say,
what's on my mind,
why,
can't i ever,
do,
what i want to do,
why,
can't i ever tell you,
how,
amazing,
beautiful,
stunning,
sexy,
smart,
funny,
gorgeous,
angelic,
perfect,
you are,
to your face?

*cries*




what i want, i can't have,
and that hurts,
more than what my past has turned me into.




*cries*