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im tired,
of the power you have over me,
i hate it,
i want it to stop,
but then,
i don't,
i like what you do,
i enjoy your presence,
im happy that you love me,
but,
i don't want to feel the jealousy anymore,
i don't want it to consume me,
i just don't,
im sorry,
you mean everything and more to me,
please believe me when i say that,
it's just,
i don't like the envy,
god,
just kill me now,
im sorry for causing her pain,
im sorry for everything i did,
and didn't do,
just kill me now,
please,
that's all i ask.