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ive been thinking about quiting writting because my bestfriend dosent like my writtings but someone i really trust told me to keep doing it so here i go

I sat alone in that empty room. My eyes were closed alot of things have entered my mind. Why leave me....? Do i truley deserve to be left alone? i said to myself. I always talked to myself whe i was alone. the fear crawled up my spine. I looked out the window and i saw the sun. i smiled i loved the sun. I got up and walked out of the room and i saw someone. someone i loved yet hated in my mind. My cusion Max. i looked up and gave him one of my fake smiles the smiles i always give to people and i dont mean it. because im not happy. He smiled also and said whats up Bailey. I looked at his hand and i saw a wet towl. I wondered what he was going to do with it. I looked back up at his face and my smile faded and i said 'Nothing.' i turned and attempted to walk down the stairs because i didnt want to be involved with what he was planning on doing with that towl. He quickly wipped the back of my legs...he wipped them hard. I turned and he kept doing it. i ran into the room and closed the door. I put all my weight on it but he manged to burst the door open. when he attempted to whip me i caught it i threw it back at him and left without saying a word. i feltthe tears coming but i held them back because if my mascara ran down my face everyone would notice. i ran downstairs grabbed my swimsuit and ran into the bathroom. I slid my bathing suit on and i walked to the pool without saying a word to anyone. i jumped in the pool and sat at the bottom. trying to remind myself not to forget to come back up to breathe. my little cusion ran down along with my sister. My sister grabbed me and twisted my arm asking me why did i do it. I stared at her and asked "what did i do now?" "you gave my phone to Max and now he wont give it back!" no i didnt so let me go!" She let go and i stared at her wondering why she would think i did that

to be countinued cuz im tired of typing