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My birthday is so annoying sometimes. Wait no scratch that. My birthdate can be sometimes annoying. My problem is that it's always near the exam week. I can hardly celebrate it on the real day. I always have to move it and after that it's back to studying to get a high score on these exams. sweatdrop I'm unlucky!!! But I can't think like this!!! I have to think positive!!! razz Yup!!! I can do this!!! I can pass those annoying exams like I do every quarter.

I'm anxious on my grades. I don't know if they're high or not. I wish they are high so I can please my parents and I want to see my potential this year and I want to try harder!!! I can do this!!! xd

Anyways, you heard it I'm officially a year older!! Yipee to me??? emo crying I don't really know. Because mainly I'm a very childish person and I don't really like growing up. Oh well, that means I have to be wiser right? Even though... I wish that time will stop and we continue our lives without aging but that means distrupting life and death right? So I guess like every human born in this world. I'll see my love ones die and follow them. It's a depressing thought but I know it's the truth. That's why life is precious. And we never should spend it carelessly. I really need to teach myself that I should treat everyday like it was my last because you may never know what happened.

Well, the death of our late president proved that everyone dies. It doesn't matter if you became a president or invented wonderful devices. We all go back to the earth. What happens after that is the only mystery left. Ah!!! I'm ranting again!!! I tend to get off topic don't you think??? sweatdrop whee

School has been annoying. I don't think I want to study anymore. You can say I'm lacking motivation a bit but I know I have to and that's the annoying part. One of my mottos is. "Do it because you want to and not because you have to." And I'm not even following my own motto anymore!!! crying gonk I really need to learn how to motivate myself!!! xd

Anyways.... (LOL I think I like that line a bit WAY to much!!!) I got my yearbook from our school. And it brought back memories. I like Grade 6 more!!! I miss my friend, goodliligirl0, WHY did you have to go to Australia!!! stare Ehem, I think I'll PM her!!! Yup! I think I will!!! Old memories are resurfacing inside me and I think I ranted on my father as well who is a VERY Good listener, if you have good grammar, and my tongue feels weird like I've been talking a lot. eek WoAH!! Well can you blame me??? My father is hardly at home and I can chat with him more easily because he's used to my randomness and he picks out things better than I do!

I'm getting more addicted to Anime/Manga and Youtube and Music. (NIGAHIGA!!!! 4laugh whee ) I really need to get my focus fixed but can you blame me??? They are so AWSOME!!!!! And cool, nice, supercalifragilisticespialidocious, nice, cool, awsome, great, fantasic, wonderful, brilliant, nice and uh and... cool??

I had this two great ideas in my head!!! One is about languages and the other is about gifts!!! Okay, here I go.
My parents were thinking that my sister should study Mandarin and I should continue studying japanese and I was thinking since my mother like watching Koreanovela she should study Korean and Tatay once said he wants to learn how to speak Spanish or was it French? But you get the idea!!! And the other idea is about me making home made gifts to my friends for their birthday and I'll buy their presents on Christmas instead!!! Yup I think I'll do that!!! Nothing to fancy by the way!!!

I'm annoyed at my batchmates. They think I have a crush on my friend who in reality has a crush on my bestfriend!!! Uhhh... I think that was confusing. I'll try to explain. You see I have this friend who has a crush on my best friend and he calls me to talk about things mainly about my best friend and the others think that I have a crush on my friend. I just made it worse didn't I? emo But heck I think you get the picture!!! I'm more annoyed at the fact that they're labelling me the bad guy when I'm innocent!!! I'd be happy if they got together but reality please. gonk We are still to young to think about those kinds of things!!! Maybe after 5 years or so but not now!!! And thankfully my best friend agrees with me. Saying things about wanting a good career and a good life. And I couldn't have agreed more!!! A lot of things happen to those who fall in love to young or at least think that they are in love. One of us started cutting herself and the others had a fight over a guy and the other had a misunderstanding and the other has a love triangle!!! See what I mean? Maybe they should play it slow. And wait and confirm their feelings and wait!!! Maybe if the feeling stayed strong maybe you are in love and I don't know I'm not an expert!!! gonk Maybe we should think before we act!!! That's better!!!

I really need to finish this entry now because my father wants me to do something. Which I think is quite annoying and useless so see you!!! whee xd