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Things has been happening so fast these days. It's like everything is in fast forward. cry Everyone is busy and every place is noisy. neutral The world isn't quite quiet here and times like this I remember the song "Slow Me Down." xp The problem is I don't think I CAN slow down. There are so many HW's left unfinished. Projects waiting to be done. Things to study. Problems to fix. Books to read. Music to study, listen, catogorize and sing with. Things to write down. Promises to remember and so many other things. gonk Why is life ever so complicated??? Well, moaning and whining won't help at all these days. I just have to list things down. 3nodding

Okay here is my list: xp
- Class Meeting up to 10 or 12 stare
- Internet for at least an hour then buy some stuff. lol
- Go home. heart
- Study Health and Japanese lessons emo
- Make bracelets 4laugh
- Internet (So many things to do here) xd
- Make sure stuff is already packed eek

Trust me the list maybe small but the other small things placed in there are to many for me to count. I'm just hoping that I can remember them. eek

But I want to tell you something other than this. I think this is my time to pause and just plain remember. And maybe you guys can help also!!! 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding xd

Well, last week we were practicing and after that we took a break. We were just talking and the boys were just playing and then... one my friends had been tackled attacked by one of the boys and her lip started to bleed. gonk Everyone started surrounding my friend while the boy was ignored. The boys tried to lighten the mood as they ignored the boy who tackled my friend. And the boy was moaning why no one is surrounding him. pirate We tried to stop the bleeding. Can you believe we had no adult, just us and we kind off suceeded on subduing the bleeding but it looked like it hurt a lot. I just hope she is all right now. sad

I really need your help on this one. gonk crying cry My friend, I call him Onii-sama, started acting strange this school year. crying He started asking all kind of questions that left me quite troubled. eek
This question stuck in my mind:
- What will you feel if some one close to you started ignoring you? eek neutral cry confused sad

And he started telling me that I will become very depressed and he will do something that will upset the Gang. gonk sweatdrop Well, The Gang as I call it are my best friends including me and him. The Gang consists of my ojou-sama, Neko-chan, A DC fan, a branwen, a rat, a silent girl, A girl that I call Nanay, him, let's call him a little to round person and a few installments. sweatdrop

Any ways, this week he started to become distant, avoiding us when we see him in the hallway and he always says he is busy when we call him at his home. gonk I'm troubled. Neko-chan told me that he was saying that he did something bad, and I remember that he also wanted to tell me something but he stopped and told me I'll just worry. confused I asked him if he was sick and he said yes. I took it as a joke from his tone of voice but now I'm just plain worried. crying And then when he eventually told me something it came out like this: xp
"Imagine you have a potato and that was the most important thing in the world and then you lost it. Then along came French Fries and then after a while you saw the potato again. What will you feel???" And guess what? I feel now that I gave the wrong answer. gonk

I always wondered if this is about me telling him of a new plot that is so sad that it actually made him cry, it's about the bad things you have done in your past life and I tried to lighten the mood and I teased him that he was crying because he did that in his past life. sad And I also wondered what we or I ever did for him to think that we won't forgive him. crying He said something, I can't quite catch the first part was it cypher? thyper? then there was a number after that and then Dynamite 97. I do not know what it means. confused I need help. I want everyone to be together again!!! This is why I hate rumors! mad They always pair up people just because they talk to each other??? It's not called love people!!! It's called social interaction!!! And hardly no two people become friends without that!!! evil

Grrr... I hate this!!! What happened Onii-sama??? TELL US!!! If there is a problem you could always tell us!!! Please... We are all so worried... Ojou-sama is troubled, Neko-chan's sad, Air has suspicions and I'm just plain worried and frustrated!!! gonk scream

Heh... I don't know why I'm addressing you Onii-sama. After all you don't have a Gaia account and you hate these kind of sites... stare

Anyways I think that's all there is to it. I'll just wait and act how I see fit. 3nodding I just hope the future will be better not worse. wink But hey, life is a cycle and the last year was super cool. eek Maybe it's time for the bad cycle. Let us just wait and see. I pray that everything will be fine. stare wink