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These are MY thoughts. No one can change, or affect them.

	I want to be dead
	I want to be dead


I wish I could make myself like stone... emotionless... without weakness... But I can't... I wish I could make my mind like steel... cold... logical... controllable... But I can't... I wish I could make my heart like nothing... Blank... untouchable... but I can't And now, all my weakness comes together to make one simple fact... I want to be dead PsykoMutt · Tue Jul 07, 2009 @ 07:03am · 3 Comments


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	Thomas.... be strong ok? I know this is hard for you, but i know you can be strong for a little longer.... and if you fall I'm right here to help you, ok? Offline Xx Moonlight Rose xX · Community Member · Tue Jul 07, 2009 @ 09:26am


	please dont think like that thomas... im not worth it... Offline Jamesta · Community Member · Tue Jul 07, 2009 @ 07:00pm


	I remember a time in my life when I felt like all the walls protecting my heart had fallen down, and I became more sensitive than ever. I wanted to be a "vampire self", that is, emotionless and uncaring. But it's hard to learn with that circumstance. And I find that I learn more about people when I open to their sensitivities as well. Offline Spooky Ames · Community Member · Sat Jul 18, 2009 @ 09:16am

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