This is the least I could do.
< slight smile ; holds gun to own head >
I am truly what you herbivores call ' happy ' . . .
Perhaps if I knew this was the way around,
I would have done it sooner.
I am ending all of my pain.
I am ending all the nonsense around me.
I am ending all the mess I have started . . .
I am ending it all.
Perhaps the world would be better if I had left.
I had never thought of that until now.
Do not waste you time reading this ;
Leave.
This is my farewell to only those I see that deem worthy.
Thank you, Gokudera ( `Kudera - kun ).
I may not have realized there are actual humans around me.
I would have played them as toys to a game.
I`m sorry if I had broken you . . .
But I can not fix you now.
Farewell, Gokudera Hayato . . .
Thank you . . . Gokudera ( Gokkyun ).
You made me realize that I am human.
You finally would get to see me smile, Gokudera Hayato . . .
& slight head bow &
I suppose I have not been playing my part . . .
But despise what I say, I do care.
Go ahead, laugh.
I will not snap back. Laugh all you want now.
I will not bite.
Those days are over.
Even through these times, Gokudera Hayato,
this is where we will depart.
I . . . loved you.
. . . Farewell, Gokudera Hayato . . .
And finally, Tsunayoshi.
Thank you.
You made me realize that not everything is a game.
No human is a pawn for me to use.
I have broken you already . . .
I do not want to do it again.
You said you were happy that I hated you ?
I want you to be happy, Tsunayoshi.
I am leaving this world of nonsense,
I want you to live your life in happiness.
Forget that I have existed, Tsunayoshi.
I am not worth your thinking of.
Yes, perhaps I do have a lot to live for,
but the my goal in life is silly.
I then realize that I do not have a proper goal in life.
And as I said, there is nothing to live for anymore.
No, I will not put the gun down.
If it were to mean for your happiness,
and Gokudera(s)`s, I will leave this place.
You`re wrong, Tsunayoshi.
You did a lot to deserve one from me.
Thank you for changing me, Tsunayoshi.
Thank you . . . for having me realize this.
Join in with Gokudera`s laughter.
I want to hear your happiness before I disappear.
Laugh.
Please laugh.
Let me see your smile for the last time.
I want to see you happy before I fade away.
I want to know that I am making the right choice.
& another smile at &
I have a death wish, Tsunayoshi.
Not any other nonsense you probably know of.
I want for you, Gokudera(s) to be happy.
With each other, with the world.
If I can, I want to see you laugh and joke around,
as I have always watched you, Yamamoto Takeshi,
Gokudera Hayato, Sasagawa Kyoko and Ryohei,
Miura Haru, Lambo, the baby, and the others.
Let this cloud float towards it`s end.
Thank you, Tsunayoshi.
For everything.
Thank you.
And farewell . . . Tsunayoshi . . .
I still . . .
< tights grip on gun ; slight pull on trigger >
. . . want to love you . . .
. . .
. . .
. . .
What is this . . . ?
I am crying while being happy . . . ?
Hmh . . . I suppose this is all new sights for you.
Ah, well . . .
Farewell . . . ~
< smiles ; pulls trigger >
Real ending continued.
< ooc >
Fuuu ~
That was fun to type. 8DD;;
OHMIGAWD. I`MNOTSUICIDAL,AMI ?!
LOLOLOL. Fail. & &
< slight smile ; holds gun to own head >
I am truly what you herbivores call ' happy ' . . .
Perhaps if I knew this was the way around,
I would have done it sooner.
I am ending all of my pain.
I am ending all the nonsense around me.
I am ending all the mess I have started . . .
I am ending it all.
Perhaps the world would be better if I had left.
I had never thought of that until now.
Do not waste you time reading this ;
Leave.
This is my farewell to only those I see that deem worthy.
Thank you, Gokudera ( `Kudera - kun ).
I may not have realized there are actual humans around me.
I would have played them as toys to a game.
I`m sorry if I had broken you . . .
But I can not fix you now.
Farewell, Gokudera Hayato . . .
Thank you . . . Gokudera ( Gokkyun ).
You made me realize that I am human.
You finally would get to see me smile, Gokudera Hayato . . .
& slight head bow &
I suppose I have not been playing my part . . .
But despise what I say, I do care.
Go ahead, laugh.
I will not snap back. Laugh all you want now.
I will not bite.
Those days are over.
Even through these times, Gokudera Hayato,
this is where we will depart.
I . . . loved you.
. . . Farewell, Gokudera Hayato . . .
And finally, Tsunayoshi.
Thank you.
You made me realize that not everything is a game.
No human is a pawn for me to use.
I have broken you already . . .
I do not want to do it again.
You said you were happy that I hated you ?
I want you to be happy, Tsunayoshi.
I am leaving this world of nonsense,
I want you to live your life in happiness.
Forget that I have existed, Tsunayoshi.
I am not worth your thinking of.
Yes, perhaps I do have a lot to live for,
but the my goal in life is silly.
I then realize that I do not have a proper goal in life.
And as I said, there is nothing to live for anymore.
No, I will not put the gun down.
If it were to mean for your happiness,
and Gokudera(s)`s, I will leave this place.
You`re wrong, Tsunayoshi.
You did a lot to deserve one from me.
Thank you for changing me, Tsunayoshi.
Thank you . . . for having me realize this.
Join in with Gokudera`s laughter.
I want to hear your happiness before I disappear.
Laugh.
Please laugh.
Let me see your smile for the last time.
I want to see you happy before I fade away.
I want to know that I am making the right choice.
& another smile at &
I have a death wish, Tsunayoshi.
Not any other nonsense you probably know of.
I want for you, Gokudera(s) to be happy.
With each other, with the world.
If I can, I want to see you laugh and joke around,
as I have always watched you, Yamamoto Takeshi,
Gokudera Hayato, Sasagawa Kyoko and Ryohei,
Miura Haru, Lambo, the baby, and the others.
Let this cloud float towards it`s end.
Thank you, Tsunayoshi.
For everything.
Thank you.
And farewell . . . Tsunayoshi . . .
I still . . .
< tights grip on gun ; slight pull on trigger >
. . . want to love you . . .
. . .
. . .
. . .
What is this . . . ?
I am crying while being happy . . . ?
Hmh . . . I suppose this is all new sights for you.
Ah, well . . .
Farewell . . . ~
< smiles ; pulls trigger >
Real ending continued.
< ooc >
Fuuu ~
That was fun to type. 8DD;;
OHMIGAWD. I`MNOTSUICIDAL,AMI ?!
LOLOLOL. Fail. & &
