Alrightie dovies,
There isn't much new to report. well actually maybe there is.... *shrugs*
You could say I am losing my mind slowly. But no worries. I am attempting to fix everything. (key word attempting) I really have no clue at the moment how I am going to keep myself sane while keeping my friends and family happy (fam part might be a lil harder) *deep breath*
I am insanely worried that my boyfriend is tooo stressed out, and that I am just adding to his stress.
Then there are my friends, everyone (well not everyone) keeps coming to me for advice (yes I always say "With experience comes advice" and I have had many experiences (were not gunna get into that today) but it seems like recently im just frankly RUNNING OUTTA ADVICE!!!!!!!)
Here's a fun fact about me.. (I am not one to open up like this unless im to the point of freaking out or am actually freaking out) some know this already.
I worry about the future just like my boyfriend, I worry that I wont have money for college cuz my partentals say I need to learn to "fend for myself". I need to find a job, and with this crappy economy NO ONE IS HACKING HIRING! (unless your like eighteen) *FACE PLANTS* (in caps) I usuallly dont do that in caps. but this time yes.
Well, erghies all this stress is pretty much leaving me broken with no where to turn. *sideways smile* (in an attempt to make everyone think I feel fine)
I just need someone to tell me "hey karna will get them, Fate will keep us together, and your destiny is greater than anyone can fathom." but no one seems to know how to say this.
So, before I completely lose my mind. (I am open to advice) cuz everyone runs to me and NOW I need someone to run to.
cry confused
-Vertias and Aequitas- Community Member 
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