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...hate...depression...cry....scream...death....blood....suicide...knives...
these are the things that run through my head
everyday of my life ,
the things im familar with..
sometimes i just wish that i didnt think like this,
but curtian events can cause someone to think
like this,
at one point of time in everyones life they will think,
what would it be like to die?..
what will it feel like?...
sound like?
look like?...
some people just think and wonder...others...find out...
i was close at one point..were i was going to find out..
but...i changed my mind..
because there is still lots more things i want to do and need to do..
....i may look happy half the time ppl kno me....but really...im very sad and crying on the inside....