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I just got a new puppy, and I've been going out with the guy I love for eight and a half months. Why is it that I am slowly but surely falling down a slope to somewhere I don't want to be? I can feel my world crumbling around me, faster then I can even try to build it up. The walls I've built are falling down, and for the first time in a long time, I can't stop myself from crying. Something's wrong with me. I'm supposed to be the stable solid one. Everyone else's rock, unchanging, strong, durable. But no . . . instead I feel myself wearing away, like part of me is eroding. But I can't see what it is that's doing it. Why? And why is it that all it takes is a phone call from someone I've never met to make me smile, and make me feel like I do still have a purpose?
Two sides of a coin.
 Siobahn Telrunya · Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 04:42pm · 0 Comments |
