Well, I still miss kubi for some reason but i dont in a way its like this part of me that I'll never get back but I dont want it back but without it i just dont feel whole if you know what i mean.
Anyway I read one of her comments and she said while she was feeling all upset and such and such that i was off with a new girlfriend well that wasnt true but i dont think i should bother trying to talk to her... *sigh* I still need to get these feelings out. I think I'll just go draw a few depressed death drawings or something...
*sigh* well Other then feeling like a peice of me is missing I've been doing good It dosent feel like my current girlfriend is really my girlfriend and i dont know why... I mean I love her and all but *shakes head* it really sucks being like this you know. Im happy when one of my friends are around or a family member but when im alone i feel all depressed and such.
www.waystoearnfreemoneyonline.webs.com is the website that I have been working on along with www.animadness.net
I thought Id be over her by now I even burned her phone number in my hand (it hurt but i thought it would make me feel better faster *sigh* it all sucks ^_^)... dont you love mixed messages I mean I act all happy and funny but really im a depressed wreck. Oh and I no longer get the need to cry but it still feels like im missing something and I just cant tell what it is....
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