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Sometimes, it would be nice to know that someone loves me...
But, while I'm thinking about it, it makes me wonder how someone
Can love somebody that makes them jealous, angry, and annoyed constantly?
Other times, it makes me wonder why people want to date people who are just like them. That's so boring...And somehow, leads to more fighting than you would with someone you're just as much different as you are alike.
I wouldn't want to be with someone who likes EVERYTHING I do. There would never be anything new to learn from, that person would be so predictable, that I'd just get tired of them after a few days. I'd like balance.
Something different...
Something...
Not exactly like me.

I like having things in common, but, I like NOT having things in common just as much. It shows that I'm not some carbon copy of someone else.
And I can do things they can't.
And they can do things I can't.
And that leads to the both of us
Trying new things.
And learning from each other.
And getting competitive.

Healthy competition is a beautiful thing...And it can either make or break a bond with somebody. Instead of just doing something you already do alone with someone else. Nothing new ever happening. If someone loves me, and I love them, they would know they wouldn't have to fight for me.
They'd already believe me and just know that I'll choose them over whoever else.
Which is funny...
Since I already have...
And they're busy fighting
For the affection of someone
They feel they have to fight for.
Odd how the world works...
Or, in my case, doesn't work.