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GOD ******** am I so angry right now I feel like ******** killing anything in site. I haven't been this angry for a while so yeah now It's ******** on. That's why I am not posting in Blue and I've had CAPS on my Title thing.

This is why I am angry because one of my "Friends" is being a d**k

http://www.gaiaonline.com/journal/journal.php?mode=view&post_id=19496365&u=3418478

The reason she is angry is because I am angry at her because of some guy. I mean it's not like that this one guy means the whole world to him because NOTHING LAST FOREVER. I mean she was my ex and of course I am going to be angry at her but you know what I've need been angry at her until now because she dissapoints me so much and it's just not right.

Ok here's where the root of all problem started. Well she dump me because she wanted to go out with someone better I MEAN WHAT KIND OF GIRL DOES THAT. I would say something else but you know what it ain't worth my time. But I do have this to say, it's ******** messed up and I DO MEAN IT. So now I was feeling angry and depressed because of the way she treated me. She treated me LIKE A PIECE OF s**t AFTER THAT. She thinks she can fix the problem she startes but you know what it's not going to happen how I am still her friend I do not ******** understand it makes my head want to explode.

Here's problem number two. She says in her journal she doesn't ******** care about anything else anymore because some guy loves her. I NEVER SAW A GIRL LIKE THAT BEFORE. All the girls I dated didn't go around saying s**t like that all the time and espically in front of the PERSON SHE HURT THE MOST. It just makes me feel even worst about myself. If I date the girl I wanted I'M NOT GOING TO GO AROUND ACTING LIKE A ******** and that applys to all the girls and guys that dated me before. This tells me something that she is inconciderate of other people's feelings and that is no cool not at all.

Another thing I like to talk about and this is the MOST IMPORTANT THING is what she says at the botton of her damn journal entry. THAT PISSES ME OFF THE MOST I MEAN I AM SO PISSED OFF CAUSE OF THAT, THAT I DON'T CARE IF SOMEONE KILLS ME OR SOMEONE ******** RAPES ME.

That is how pissed off I am so far. Here I am being her friend when I shouldn't have been because of the way she treated me and yet she can't trust me. I mean with all my ex's I have a healthy friendship with them and they can tell me anything without feeling all weird and I can tell them anything without feeling weird. THAT'S WHAT TRUE FRIENDS ARE ALL ABOUT DAMN IT. That what Pisses me off the most because I am like nothing to her well you know what that's where it all ends because I hope this ******** Rant helps her see the light either that or we don't be friends anymore which at this point DOESN'T ******** MATTER ANYMORE.

And yet she has the nevers to say at the end of that rant about me " But he loves me, and life is nice"

Now this is where I ******** LOST IT AND CAUSE ME TO DO THIS RANT IN THE FIRST PLACE. This tells me what kind of person she is. She is "SOMEONE WHO ONLY CARES ABOUT HERSELF AND DOESN'T ******** CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE"

Now that is ******** Selfish and it pisses me off so much I think I'm going piss blood and s**t blood and my blood pressure is going to explode to the degree where my eyeballs are going to fall out and ******** explode to ******** fire. This is what I hate the most people who only care about themself and don't give a s**t about anything else. I know I said it alot already but s**t DOES IT MAKE MY PISS BOIL.

Well I think I made my point so yeah if she is reading this I hope she understands how I feel and you know what SHE'S/YOUR NOT GOING TO BE MY FRIEND ANYMORE THAT IS IS. THREE STRIKES AND YOU OUT OF HERE.

So yeah THAT'S ALL FOR NOW.