It really seems more complicated then need be, but yet it's as simple as a rain shower
The ocean....
ever stop to think about it?
I do recall my summer days at the beach
the first time I almost drowned
the first time I started to hate the salty water
and detest the feeling of losing control
but it wasn't always bad
I remember sitting on the sand on warm and cool days
looking into the distance of the ocean
Sometimes I'd long to go with it
strange I know, but just to drown
seemed hard to ignore...
It's back and forth movement was really mesmerizing and hypnotic
I really hate but love the ocean,
I get this feeling every time I step into it like I've lost myself in it's sound and movement I remember every time after I'd go to the beach as I lay in bed as I'd go to sleep I could still feel the movement of the ocean on me.
I felt it's sway and could still hear it.
It was like the first time I've found out what type of music I had a passion for
except this feeling came back each and every time I left the solemn ocean
it was so relaxing never hard to ignore I could listen to it forever
as I'd close my eyes I could feel it there with me, I could see myself once again sitting on the beach side and watching high tide reach my feet and legs just having it sway back and forth was soothing...
that's really what I look forward to whenever I got to the beach.
the after taste in other words
the feeling it gives me, I wish sometimes never to leave it .
I'd just want to lay in it forever
It's something in other words like...love when you find the person you wish never to leave and you feel a bit at lost when your apart from it.
I guess not everyone understands that emotion but that's really how it feel apart from the ocean.
Artistic Repertoire · Sun Feb 24, 2008 @ 12:39am · 0 Comments
