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Naoki Daisuke
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I'm Sorry
Talking about things, I have noticed that it comes easier to me now better than ever before. I have now realized that I have been a horrible friend to many.. above all? I'm sorry Savannah. I've let you down soo many times that I can't even count. I've put you down, left you alone, and kicked down your opinions so many times. And yes, it's taken my slow self to realize this finally... and I feel horrible about it. I was reading a book the other day that made me think about it. Water For Elephants... it's a great book by the way. I've had to get this out, but I knew not of another forward way of saying it without those damn tears coming to my eyes.. I had a good feeling that you were going to read along with *cough cough... evil glare* other people lolz.
There isn't much else to this other than that basic feeling of regret. It sounds dreary I know. It also may sound like I'm only saying this to make myself feel better, like a chore, but no. I'm asking for your forgiveness, mais ou menos...





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Terribly Altruistic
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Thu Nov 22, 2007 @ 12:13am


Listen kid, this is water under the bridge, no need to be sorry. We all do shitty things at least once in our life. Some more than others, [taha] This is an old wound which closed up you know? But sometimes those need to be reopened and cheaked for infection? Gross example but still. Hey you learned to spell my name, remember you never could? Tahaha. I really can't recall you ever putting me down, although I'm sure you have behind my back because don't we all do that? Is that not human nature? I know I have, but now if there's a little off handed comment about you or something here at my place I tell them to shut up.
Being let down I'm used to, so please don't think aobut that. It happens all the time to me, really it doesn't matter to me. Being alone gave me time to think no? Sort it all out.... I'm really trying to write something grea but I've have this mental block, infact I've been mulling this over all day but really can't get what I want to say to appear.
Yeah tears come but let them fall what's the worst that could happen? Myabe seeming weak, or Mom seeing it...but just really. Face time is important, always is. But this is as straight forward as it gets for us huh? But don't let it bug you, it certainly doesn't bug me. Well...it doesn't bug me much.

I hate writer's block....anyway for what you asked, forgivness, you've got it. You've had it. I don't ever think you did anything wrong really
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This is one of the first attempts.
Aren't we all horrible[I prefer terrible] friends at least once? Some more than others, *ahem[me]ahem* Being let down? Don't let it bug you, at all, I'm used to it. Really truely. Which I know is going to make you go "OH!!" your classic reaction I can tell apart from tons of others. Don't be sorry, I don't want you to. This mess is my fault with a little help from caring parents and other friends. I'm trying to write something great but maybe I should say it? Face times makes things better, maybe sometime just and me and you. No Melanie, no one else.


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