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There was one wish...
One wish that would change my live and yours...
One wish...
Thats all..........
Me and my spirit told me to have faith...
To be brave....to tell....to live....to die....
But myself told me: " You can't do it.....your too weak....you can't....thats all....."
My spirit fought...and screamed: "Maria....you just can't say no all the time!!!! you can't be shy....you have to do it!!!! No more...thats all..."
"I know..."
Me: "You still can't do it... and you know it...your have no guts, no heart, just to shy..."
Spirit: "NO...you can do as you wish...but you have to tell...you have to...he would listen...he would understand....and see that your the one....to have guts...to love....thats all"
"I would say....what can I say...what if he...doesn't like me back..
what if he... thinks im dumb....
what if he thinks.....im too shy....
what if.... what if....."
Me: "You see...i was right...your too pathetic...too stupid...too shy...no guts..too weak... to understand the meaning of love...."
Spirit: "Now Maria...I can't say no more....you are the one to fight for what your heart tells you...your spirit....yourself....
your heart...
or him.........choose...no more....am gone......thats all....."
"Shes right...I have to...just...think of what he would say?.....what he might think?.....or just run away like always...."
NO!!! Im not running anymore!!! im staying...im telling...im loving.......me...and noone cant change the way i feel about him...noone...
no friends....
no siblings...
no family....
no person....
no girlfriend...
thats it....thats all....
 B3Ba · Fri Sep 28, 2007 @ 11:04pm · 1 Comments |
