i hate life. i just hate it so damn bad. i really just wanna die. today at church i told the pastor that things were getting better at home. i regret it. and my sister is prolly gonna hate me when she reads this. but i just don't care anymore. i thought that i was coming out of my depression finally but ive already fallen back in. i seriously just want to leave. just run away and never come back. i would rather be anywhere but here. everyone is always fighting and screaming and hurting each other and saying horrible things and no body cares about anyone but them self anymore. even right ow i can hear them all yelling at each other and being mean and rude and cruel right through mi door. i never see mi friends anymore b/c of the move. i'm basically all alone now. nobody cares. everybody hates each other. i don't have a family anymore. im just sick of the world. im praying some one will come and save me.
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_strwbrryflds · Mon Aug 27, 2007 @ 01:12am · 2 Comments |