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The being happy because I want to be is very stressing on the parts o me that say that I am not okay. I enjoy being happy because, hey, who does not? But, the thing is, there is always this under-lying feeling of guilt and sadness that creeps up whenever I am not busy with something, or let myself start thinking.
And I am really stressing out right now because I have a huge project due in English tomorrow, it is actually a Benchmark Project for the whole 10th grade, but I left it 'til the last minute to do, and now I realize I cannot do it because I do not have the one thing I need and cannot find it online. crying So, I am expecting an F in it, and do not know if I will pass the tenth grade with not turning it in. God, I feel like crap...
On a lighter note, I now own the whole series of FAKE, which I am really happy about because I love the series!! whee I am kind of disappointed, though, because, in the 7th book, there was supposed to be this huge sex scene between the two main characters(that was why it is rated M), and they do not show anything. crying I know, I know... I am a pervert, and should not be sad that they covered it up, but I am. crying gonk
 Lady_Esmerel · Fri May 13, 2005 @ 03:03am · 1 Comments |
