My brother is pretty obsessed with Her. Even now. That's kind of obvious if you look though. It's weird for me to be out here. I'm not social like my brothers are. I suppose my talk with Him just kinda made me want to talk more. I used to be social. I'm not social now because of my tragedy... It made me more human, so I'm not angry at Her or anyone else. Not saying I'm not human or anything, I just mean it gave me access to the harder parts of life that build up peoples personalities. I wouldn't have been exposed to that kind of stuff if it weren't for Her. I thank Her for the memories that she gave me, however painful they are. And if it helped Her sort things out later for Herself then I'm glad to be able to help like my brothers can. It's hard when your youth gets disrupted like that. I... I dunno if I want to keep going. I know I said I felt like it, but maybe I don't. Lets just stop.
Brin · Fri Jun 29, 2007 @ 08:30am · 0 Comments |