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i can't believe how tired i am.. i suppose that goes with being neurotic, with possible signs of borderline personality disorder, and definite depression. i just don't know what to do, sometimes..... work is completely overbearing... no one seems to care how i feel....

i felt my heart breaking into the thousand pieces of a shattered champagne glass against marble. his piercing blue orbs stared into my red ones, red with bloodshot veins gripping grey, and he didn't seem to notice the tears streaming down my cheeks, crystal traced with black, black eyeliner.

i swear to god, i'll never understand
how you can stand there, straight and tall
and see i'm
crying...


.....and not do anything....
at all................