it's been over a month. 1 month and 8 days since I saw him last. I'm having Ian withdrawals....it's awful. I still hear from him all the time. we talked on the phone last night for over 3 hours. I've never talked that long on the phone in my life. it's final though. I'm going to kansas on the 14th. that's less then a week from today. I went behind my parents back and bought the ticket....and I didn't tell them til' 5 days after I got the tickets.....it took them awhile to calm down but they were really pissed.
everyone thinks I'm rediculous for going, but in all honesty, I'm sure a lot of people I know who pretty much is going throught the same situation that 'I'm going through would go to Kansas too to be with the one they love. Ian and I concluded that neither of us can see us splitting up. Ian was talking to me yesterday about how he wants to grow old with me and that he never wanted to marry anyone in his life, or even thought about marrying anyone until he met me. not saying that we're going to get married soon or anything. but I was kinda worried because in the beginning he always talked about how he never wanted to get married. so, with all that being said. I won't b on gaia as much anymore due to going to kansas. but I will miss gaia to an extent
love,
me
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I thought of you, and where you've gone, and the world spins madly on
I just thought I'd start one so that I'd have a place to turn to when i need to b***h about something
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