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[[Erm, breaking up with friends, in that non homo way people sheesh, is often really hard. This is what I wrote after I sort of left the 'clique' I found myself in, cause they were all uber bitchy losers! ^_^'']]
I just want you all to go away
You’re making it so hard to live my day
Ruining ever single shot
At happiness that I’ve got
Bringing me down
Making me frown
Driving me crazy with pain
So I’ll never feel the same.
I can’t stand the feeling
I’m trying to start the healing
That’s why
I said bye
With out speaking a word
It could never be heard
I knew that you would hate me
I knew that you would scream
That’s why I left silently
Hoping I wouldn’t be seen
Would have been taking the pain and making it stronger
By holding it in any time longer
That’s why
It’s goodbye
A Silent Goodbye
 PeaceFlavored · Sat Aug 25, 2007 @ 04:47am · 3 Comments |
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Boredom's Eloquence [[Poem, Again]] |
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Restlessness leading to pure insanity
Amplified boredom stretching
Nothing puts the mind to ease
All options looking tempting and quite fetching
Souls pour out over blank pages
Typed words lacking eloquence
Late nights creating too much tension
Things were good before, haven’t been right since
Something's certainly missing
Somehow there is much amiss
Bridges being burned where you stand
Regrets creating a never ending list
That feeling of remorse mixes with boredom
Past pains once more inflicting
Dynamics of the world thrown off kilter
Thorns of the rose no longer pricking
Pain and pleasure now go hand in hand
Or perhaps that is how it should be
Clear as crystal were those past years
Always dreaming of what could be
Grains of time draining from the hourglass
In unison all clocks slowly ticking
The eternity only felt by few
Tending to wounds that still need licking
Does the past every truly stay behind
Does pain have a mind of its very own?
Appearing at those times when it is least expected
Causing confusion and creating hearts of stone
A will to move and live slowly disappears
Emptiness quickly consumed
Evil seeking and locating the grandest weakness
The heart and soul forever doomed
This could get rather messy
Random thoughts and words splashing about
All wounds ripping open to create the flow
A teenagers way of acting out
PeaceFlavored · Sat Aug 25, 2007 @ 04:41am · 0 Comments |
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The Universal Flaw [Poem] |
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Have you ever wondered about those days?
Ones long gone and never to return
Where making friends was easy
And you could trust everyone with you secrets
Don’t you wonder what life would be like?
If we were all that close once more
No more drama or angst in our existence
Or would troubles arise?
Debates over who you are friendlier with
Will break out amongst allies
And then, wouldn’t we all be the same again
No more confidentiality
And rumors spread with the soul purpose of inflicting pain
Is the human race doomed To not trust another of its kind?
Are we cursed with a fate Full of forever suspicious minds?
It would seem so, for the outcome still remains
Life will always turn out badly it seems
Perhaps we're just the loosing race in some big cosmic game?
Where others look at us and laugh,
Pointing out each and every fault
But not the problems of one person
But the trouble of our entire mentality
Grouped together to from as one
One that cannot properly function
For the flaws repeat until they consume
Starting with distrust, and ending in sheer doom
PeaceFlavored · Sat Aug 25, 2007 @ 04:37am · 0 Comments |
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Ooooold Poem [About Love Ahah Wow] |
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Maybe it's not meant to be
No one's destined to love me
I keep feeling something deep inside
Only the guy just isn't right
At least I can not fell the heart break,
Must be better than constant heart-ache
A yearning a need for a guy for me
Not so independent
I need someone to stand by me
Guess I’m just not that appellant
This feeling drives me crazy
Burning hope that maybe...
Someday someone will care
Somehow someone will be there
The only thing is that it's someday
But I need love now, that means today.
PeaceFlavored · Sat Aug 25, 2007 @ 04:35am · 0 Comments |
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Collection Of Short Poems |
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You’re only my friend
Because you’re not worthy enemy
I’m only your ally,
Because you’re no where near a threat to me
I only play for you team,
Because you need all the help that you can find
But if things ever do go wrong,
I may just leave you behind.
I do not trust you,
With a secret nor my life
I do not need you
To console me or ease my strife.
I know my friends,
And now I clearly see…
I can’t count you as one
For you mean nothing to me.
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Dork...Geek…Loser...Freak.
Those are your names if you aren’t normal
Not conformed, not uniformed
Not the same old black and white, but rainbow
Yeah, rainbow is your color
You're not like any other.
You are just you and you've always known this is true
Forget about fitting in, make your own world to be slipping in.
Lose the labels of today, make your own unique way
into the future…into the future.
Take a turn, but for the better
You will succeed, all you need it just a little more self confidence
Your best friend, parents, anyone who cares will understand
That your ready, your you, and you got your own demands
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Life on a silver platter?
What it comes on doesn’t matter!
All that does is what you do with it.
Take it, shape it, mold it, make it something all your own.
Throw it, mash it, and blow it up until it is not another clone.
PeaceFlavored · Sat Aug 25, 2007 @ 04:34am · 0 Comments |
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