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Biography:
Gender: Female
Age:18
Height: 5' 4
Weight: Ha ha I'm still not comfortable enough with that to tell you
Hair: Currently, black and white. Previous, red and blonde.
Eyes: On a good day, blue or gray. They turn green when I cry.
Peeves: SAY WHAT YOU MEAN.



I realized that I am a walking contradiction. When I am not "being" Cherry, I am quiet, unassertive, and afraid of being touched. But once I log on, it seems a general reversal happens.

It's actually liberating to be what I want to be, but it is also a little scary that I can change so much just with a simple name.

I hate that I love and I love that I can hate something so insignificant. I don't want to be touched, so please, touch me. I don't like to be bossed around, so be my master. I love life and I can't wait to die. I hate it when people aren't direct, yet I circumvent as much as possible. Life is here, why not live it? If something I say doesn't make sense, don't worry. It didn't make sense to me either.

Live, love, laugh. And when you're done, die with no regrets. Because no one will remember you.