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 <333
 Tsuchii · Thu May 31, 2007 @ 03:06am · 0 Comments |
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Is how it feels.
i needed comfort
i needed somebody to be near
i've needed somebody to be near for a while now.
i needed somebody to tell me i'm the most precious thing in their life
but i was told
"i want you IN my life, but i don't want you to BE my life"
and i cried.
and i was told
"well that's too bad, isn't it?"
i cried, and cried, and cried
but you, he, that person, somebody
had nothing to say to me.
you, he, that person, somebody
didn't want to be near me
and it hurts because
i thought that maybe
just maybe
finally
i was somebody's precious thing
the thing
they cared about most
but i wasn't
i'm not
not
not
not
......i think i might run away.
will i be precious then?
</3 ......................................................Tsuchii
Tsuchii · Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 09:33am · 0 Comments |
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i don't want to forget this i may wish to put it back in my signature one day... <33 Hearts to all.
Tsuchii · Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 06:54am · 0 Comments |
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i'm happier now.
School,
yeah,
it sucks like always.
But there's a little something to look forward to afterward.
Even though my family fights all the time
There's still a little something to look forward to.
=)
Hugs are free this week.
(hahaha!)
Tsu
Tsuchii · Sun Feb 04, 2007 @ 08:59am · 0 Comments |
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I'M SO SORRY, EVERYONE!!!!
I HAVEN'T BEEN ON GAIA IN MONTHS!!!
I haven't meant to ignore all of you!!!
crying
I'm back, and will hopefully be online more frequently...
PLEASE!
If there was something that I Was supposed to do for you,
or something we were talking about,
or anything,
TELL ME!!
Remind me!
I really need to catch up with everyone.
>___<!!!!
<3.....................................................................Tsu
Tsuchii · Sat Apr 29, 2006 @ 06:19am · 1 Comments |
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I forgot what it was like..... |
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I miss somebody.
Well....
I miss everybody.
Its so lonely.
I guess I'm almost always lonely.
But I miss somebody in particular.
Yep, its a boy.
I like boys.
I like this boy.
But people tell me
"You shouldn't get involved with him! He's just a player! A stupid man-whore! You'll just get hurt, don't do it!"
. . .
Since when has that mattered to me?
Exactly.
I wonder why people have rules for happiness......
Sigh.
Its really cold in here.
We have a heating system and everything now, but....
Its still freezing as heck.
Ugh.
Heh......
Somehow.........
I wonder if I'll ever see him again.
P.S.
I'll probably write more, when more inspiration suddenly appears....
<3...........................................a sad, lonely, and frozen Tsuchii
Tsuchii · Thu Dec 22, 2005 @ 09:16am · 0 Comments |
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So I'm writing a journal entry because I havent in forever.
Goddess......
I'm like, going crazy.
I'm so sad at home.
And then at school, I'm sad and quiet
But also at school, I'm clingy
Also, hyper
Then I'm sad again.
Half the time I don't even know why!
Agh....I have to go, homework.....
I forgot I had a speech!
Oh well.
I'm pretty happy tonight, so, its okay.
I'll write more later.....
=)
<3...................................Tsuchii
Tsuchii · Wed Dec 07, 2005 @ 06:17am · 0 Comments |
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You aren't as important as you thought you were...
That you don't pop into their head as much as you'd like...
I don't understand...
Tsuchii · Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 07:07pm · 0 Comments |
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My internet is giving me problems.
I'll be lucky if this posts.
So pretty much...
I'm kinda mad.
That my cheer advisor is an idiotic b***h.
Ugh.
No really, she is.
I'm NOT even going into it...
If you want to know, ask me.
So pretty much...
I'm real sad.
My throat's choked up
My heart's tight.
I miss....him....
It seems like he doesn't even remember I exist.
I've fallen off the face of the planet...
That isn't true, because I call.
He just...
ignores me?
And then, I want attention from someone but...
He never looks at me unless I really do something drastic...
He lets me touch, I play with his hair, things like that....
But he doesn't really pay attention to me.
To anyone?
I don't know....I don't know who he really is, but I want to.
I wonder if he'll ever show me.
So pretty much....
I'm so tired.
I ran, actually ran instead of jogged, without stopping, ten ******** laps...
Why do boys have to be such asses all the time?
I swear...
I was working hard, and they just had to get in my way
Being obscene and obnoxious...
Ugh.
So pretty much.....
I'm sad again.
Because I know that
No one's going to read this.
And if they ever do...
They won't care.
<3......................................Tsuchii
Tsuchii · Thu Nov 17, 2005 @ 05:49am · 2 Comments |
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