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Sometimes in life you want something. And you have to go for it, regardless. Stop believing those nay Sayers, and those whose goals are to put you down. You can do anything you want, just keep your mind on track. If you truly want something you will put your entire being and self and soul into achieving it.

All you can do is try. Fail. Succeed. But try, because if you don’t, you can’t even look back and say it was a good run. And if you won’t try for yourself try for those who believe in you. Maybe it’s that friend, maybe that love done, or significant other. Just do it. For them, for yourself, for… hope.

As someone who has let too many chances pass by the, And had many an obstacle to overcome I can tell you, you will regret those things. And believing in yourself is the best medicine, Laughter and friendship are tied for second. Also remember, be yourself as you achieve your dreams, otherwise it isn’t you who is living the dream, now is it?

On another note, don’t forget. Anything or anyone. You never know. You might want to remember, and then you won’t. Remember that friend you haven’t spoken to since you moved away, or started high school. Remember that crush you had, that never happened. Remember that friend that died oh so many years ago,. Remember that friend whose death is so fresh in your memory you would do anything in your power to forget. Remember that guy or girl who protected your country, and made it safe. Remember the old lady who told you of times long gone. Just. Remember. There is nothing more worth your time.

Savour and enjoy every moment with your friends the tears, the laughter, the good and the bad, because soon it could all be over.

And my dearest of friends, I love you all, remember me, for my biggest fear is being forgotten. If you are ever hurting, or lost and confused, remember me, and talk to me,. Whether it’s a day, a week, a month, or years since we last talked. I am always here. And I will always listen. Because I will always love you.

~Jeremy Sills ~

Just to let you all know. If I should die, before my time,I'd like you to remember. My greatest fear is being forgotten. And I want music at my funeral. Don't be sad, but remember the fun we had. And so here is my will, jsut in case

Dena- Take all of my costumes, except li, that is for keely
Gen- Take the two wooden boxes
Marsha- Take my MP3 player, remember my music
Maddie- Take my camera, to document your journey
Laney- Take my 4 old keys, because you can unlock any heart
Marissa- Take my stuffed animals, for the childhood we shared
Erin Brodkin- Take my photo album, because you are on every page of my life
Grace- To you I leave my Private Dancer shirt, because baby, I'm dancing for you!
Sarah- To sarah I leave My liprings, both, remember my uniqueness
Kade- Though we don't always get along, to you I leave my straightener, for always setting things straight
Erin W- To you I leave knives, you never know when you might need to throw something
E-liz- To you I leave my sketchpad and art stuffs, for you are the creator of a thousand worlds on paper
Beth- To you I leave whatever books you'd like, to fill your imagination
Clare- To you I leave my silver jewelery, because silver is precious to me, and so are you.
To all the others, You know what I have, and what you may want, Take something of mine to remember me by, something thats came form my heart. Take my knicknacks off my shelves, and for your knickknack shelf to start. Because just like they said in rent, you always said I was the lucky one, but no, it was I who was lucky. TO have friends like you.

So, as most of you know I was le hacked. A while ago. ir eently started to quest to get my items back. Well I got some back. but boy I got donations. Thank you to all who donated and to all who will donate. Recently I have been feeling really down. That gaia went down the gutter and that no one cared. Also lots has been going on in my life. I always feel trapped, and as if something is expected of me and I will fail who ever expects these things. I want a hug so badly, a real, sincere, loving hug. but I won't get one. Only those Hi, hello friend, type of hugs. Maybe oneday someone will hug me and really mean it.


<3 ~ Lurve&Bubbles Chortleh

There is a storm inside me
It wont seem to pass
it's always there
A turning dark mass


I begin to wonder
is it really all my fault
or does the blame truly lie
with those I'm told to exalt


They pass me on the street
their faces bleak and drained
they are always so worried
and their emotions are all strained

And so I know that
deep down I'm not like this
and so I know that
deep down there is some bliss

So for once I shall
allow myself to show
the chil deep inside me
that never seemed to grow

The one who wants to giggle and laugh
and dance out in the rain
the one who shows me who I am
and takes away the pain