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Ok im a freshman in high skool the year almost over I went out wit 1 boy at my skool and the only reason was cause I thought it would be fun I didnt realli know my feeling for him till now and he not the hottest thang either to make it pacific hes white and dat the first time I ever in my enitre life went out wit a white boy but after like a month we broke up we still tlk and everything but it wasnt the same and i didnt expect it to be but then around early Feburary he wanted me to come see him lift and I went cause he wanted me to come early so I came around 7 30 and we went into the band hall and we did stuff like sexual stuff and it was realli fun and after words he told everybody dat he could trust and called me a freak and i guess dat a good thang but back to something else the way I feel for him now is like a huge crush i worry bout him and everything just like a mother would feel to their child