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thank you....



#1 my loveing girlfriend....heres to you, for all the times youve been there for me for all the love youve shown to me for everything you have ever done for me.....thank you! your the most amazing person ever, theres always something new you surprise me with, but you always make me happy even tho i dont seam like it most of the time....( so you know alot of things have been bothering me lately...and im sorry i let them get to me) but you know how that is sometimes,...your so wonderful! and you mean more and i love you more than words could ever say, and that is sincere! theres so much i could say but i have so little time...grr....but i can say everything i want to say in 3 words.....I LOVE YOU!

#2my family.....we have our troubles...but yeah i wouldnet want it any other way...even tho....well nvm.....lol...some minor changes..but still...i would miss my family that i have now if it changed .... i moan and bithc about the way it is now...but the thing is deep down when we all do that .....we really dont want it to change....just cause its something we know...and we probably would be lost with out it......but i cant speak for everyone...only me


#3 my friends...... you guys rock! i cuoldnet ask for a more diverse group or friends ever... and thank you all

#4 all you people who have ever lent a hand...... you know who you all are....you dident have to help me but you offered...if i turned it down im sorry...but you know how that is...(i hope) but thank you all for the help along the way....and i do return favors....so you know....im always here when anyone needs to talk and im not such an a** hole once you get to know me....you just have to start talking to me....( cause i usealy dont start talking to many people....)..but yeah thank you so much...


#5 and to everyone else who thinks i forgot them.....i dident because if you read this...then your there....somewere...probably under this number...lol...sorry





I love you kara!!!!!!!!!!! your so amazing!!!

hmm......
trying to find something to do and sadly i cant find anything
hmm.....at least i have music....if i dident have music i think i would probably die...
music is such a great way of evpresing ones emotions that with out it we would all have to find someother way to express ourself.....music spawned a culture it is a lifestyle.....and it is a huge part of my life....
and so is kara...i love her to death...she is the greatest person i know of and i love her more than anything....she is amazing she can make me smile even when i dont feel like i could ever smile again.....she brightens my day...when im having a bad day.....she makes evreything better when its bad.....all i can say is that i love her more than anything in the whole world, she is wonderful beautifull and amazing beyond belife.....i love kara with all me heart and more..... heart biggrin

the world is closing in on me......someone save me from this hell

yushyush...very much so bored..
and its a blizzard outside