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Yup. I actually made a journal.

	It's been awhile...
	It's been awhile...


Holy crap. It's been years since I've made a journal entry. A lot has changed in my life since I've posted here. I don't work at Kmart anymore, I now work at Hot Topic which is a pretty awesome change in my life. I don't have to hide my piercings anymore and I can have whatever hair color I want. I get a 40% discount on most merchandise and I can wear whatever I want to work. I've moved from seeing Seether 4 times to seeing them 14 times. I'm now friends with Shaun Morgan and he's a pretty awesome guy. I play Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3 more than anything else, lol. I'm still with the boyfriend that gave me some trouble a few years back but we're ok now. He's recently gotten a job and is happier than he's been in awhile. Piercings have become my new favorite thing. I have my eyebrow, 00g holes in both ears with 3 other lobe piercings, my septum. tongue, bellybutton and anti-tragus pierced. That's pretty much it for now. [.Seether.] · Tue Apr 10, 2012 @ 05:04am · 0 Comments

	"Don't let me go"
	"Don't let me go"


This is a poem I wrote when I was bored yesterday in work. It's obviously about my relationship which is has more ups and downs than a rollercoaster. I know I'm not perfect But neither are you You think that you're better But that's far from true You tell me I'm stupid You think that I'm dumb Maybe you'd see differently If you weren't so numb You're taking my love for granted You're letting it slip away I've tried to make you see that But you've got nothing left to say Why can't you just show me How much you tell me I mean? You speak often of this love Yet it's something I've never seen It may just be endangered I hope it's not extinct Maybe it lies dormant It's just asleep, I think Don't tell me that you love me Words are simple lies Show me with your actions Instead of doing things I despise Don't be so controlling And expect that I'll obey All of this senseless jealousy Will only make me stray I gave you one more chance So keep it in your grasp Please hold on tightly, dear I don't want to repeat the past [.Seether.] · Thu Sep 11, 2008 @ 03:39am · 0 Comments

	Modeling with my friends :D
	Modeling with my friends :D


So last weekend, my friend Ashley and I went out to take some pictures for her photography class and her portfolio and my friend Bobby and I modeled for her. It was supposed to be a vampire-esque shoot and we took so many pictures but here are some of my favorites: [.Seether.] · Thu Sep 11, 2008 @ 02:16am · 1 Comments

	Well this sucks.....
	Well this sucks.....


So last week, we found out that my older German Shepherd had lymphoma. (cancer in the lymph nodes) He'd been losing weight rapidly and he had two really big tumor type lumps in his neck. Lately, he's been peeing on the floor a lot which is really weird for him. He still eats but he keeps losing weight and the vet told us that all we could do was prolong it. He was on some type of medication for about a week and he was starting to get better but a few days ago, he started showing signs of getting worse again so we decided to do the humane thing and euthanize him. I just got back from the vets and he's gone now. I hope he's really in a better place like everyone says and I'm glad he doesn't have to suffer anymore. [.Seether.] · Thu Jun 19, 2008 @ 08:49pm · 0 Comments

	I really want this girl to die in a fire....
	I really want this girl to die in a fire....


So my boyfriend finally left me and I don't think I could be any happier. Originally, we were supposed to be on a break but then I heard today that he's been kissing this ugly slutty b*h at his friend's house and now I don't want anything more to do with him. I hope the skank gives him some STDs. She was just preggers last year with twins (one of which got stuck in her ovarian tubes) and now she's missing one ovary so I hope he's happy with his choice. It better be final because he's never getting another chance with me. [.Seether.]** · Tue May 20, 2008 @ 11:34pm · 0 Comments

	I'm not much of a happy camper right now.
	I'm not much of a happy camper right now.


I'm so tired of all of the st I'm dealing with. I was forced to get a job just to pay for my car insurance. This sucks because I only use the car to get to work in the first place. Seems like a pretty useless cycle, huh? Second, my boyfriend doesn't listen to anything I say. I don't trust him at all around other girls and he's given me reason not to. So what does he do? He invites some girl that I hate over his house and her ex was supposed to be there to keep an eye on them for me. Even he leaves because he gets tired of their flirting. So now they're alone and he could be doing whatever the **** he wants and I'm not happy about it. I shouldn't have to worry about someone who says that they love me, doing st like that behind my back. Usually I'm not in a mood like this so people who don't know me yet, please don't judge based on this entry. I'm usually a happy and forgiving person but I've been putting up with this stuff for a long time and I just needed somewhere to vent. [.Seether.] · Sat Mar 22, 2008 @ 05:33pm · 0 Comments

	Seether concert #4
	Seether concert #4


So I went to my 4th Seether concert last Wednesday and it was pretty awesome even though I was sick. I didn't get to meet the band this time but they still put on a great show. Hurt, Breaking Benjamin and Three Days Grace were also there but I didn't get to stay for Three Days Grace and I didn't pay much attention to Hurt since it was raining while they played. I went with my friends Chris and Amy and we had fun. Chris took zillions of pictures and here are just a fraction of the ones we took: [.Seether.] · Fri Mar 14, 2008 @ 08:56pm · 0 Comments

	Concert Pictures (finally)!
	Concert Pictures (finally)!


Here are some pictures from the concert I told you I was going to post. ^ A terrible pic of Shaun. It would have helped if people weren't knocking into me all of the time. A slightly better pic of Shaun. A very red picture of Shaun. Close up. Shaun signing my sister's jacket. Look how smily he is. ^-^ Seether's awesome background. I'd kill to have that on my wall. My signed jacket! I'll never lose this one! [.Seether.] · Sat Dec 01, 2007 @ 02:27am · 2 Comments

	Seether concert last night....
	Seether concert last night....


Last night, I went to my third Seether concert. It was amazing. I also got to see Finger 11 and they were pretty good too. I finally met the whole band and I got a hug from Shaun Morgan. I pretty much died right there. I got two of my jackets signed by the whole band and I got lots of awesome pics. I'll post them later. [.Seether.] · Sun Nov 18, 2007 @ 09:13pm · 0 Comments


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