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Geeerrggghh...fwaaaahh....floooobiedoobie.....etc.....
 Curve In The Old 1-9 · Mon Dec 27, 2004 @ 05:37pm · 0 Comments |
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If you didn't know before, I want to go snowboarding with a friend. My parents say no, for the stupid reason that we don't have the money, when we actually do, they just don't want to spend anything on me. Here is my solution:
I think that if I get them to buy me the goggles and gloves, then I can use that to my advantage. See, if they say no again, I can be like "well we just spent money on equipment, and now you're wasting the money we spent by not letting me use it?". I'm hoping that they will be like "well, that's true, so you can go". Or something like that.
Anyone agree?
Curve In The Old 1-9 · Fri Dec 03, 2004 @ 02:49am · 3 Comments |
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Here goes.
Well, it's really boring. And I'm slightly troubled. So, why not spill all my thoughts onto the internet? :/
So, to start, school sucks. Not necesarilly the classes or being there, just the people, mostly. And it's not that I hate people(because I don't), it's just that I don't like the way they act. Sorry, not to insult anyone, but the guys my age are just immature. They don't know how to be considerate and have horrid manners and speak with foul language. And it's not like it will ever change, eh? The girls are slightly different. They are all stuck up and rude, thinking that they're better than anyone else. And they dress so damn slutty, too. And the ones that don't act like that are the ones with emotional problembs, like they're mean, talkative, or just plain mental. (not marisha, kelly, e.b., or any other close friends of mine, though) (no, really. they're diff'ren')
And now to the school. The teachers are rude sometimes, a few can't teach, some are boring as hell, and others are mean and too strict. Also, they don't realize how hard we have it. The stupid lunch peoples charge way too much for a godamn lunch! It's sickening!
And at home, I have to deal with my mom. OK, here's the story:
I like Kelly. She's a unique person, in a good way. She's the only person that, seriously, I don't see anything wrong with. I can't criticize her actions, because, even though I am the most criticizing person on the earth, I see nothing to yell at her about. I know that's why I'm good friends with her. So, I want to do something with her. Since she's snowboarded before, I suggested that we try it together. You know, drive up to a mountain somewhere, take some lessons, snowboard for a few days, etc... I'm pretty sure she not only wants to do it, but has the resources and the parental guidance to go. I, on the other hand, don't.
My mom says we don't have the money. The money for what, now? You need certain pieces of equipment for snowboarding, for example goggles and gloves, whice I right now do not currently posess. So, paying for those things will be an issue. I know that I have or could get the money. You need money for renting a board and boots, too. And for a lift ticket, and gas money to get there. Like I said, we could get the money. No here's the twist.
My mom told me "We don't have the money." This, of course, means that as a family, me, my mom and my dad don't have the money between us. This, although almost a lie, is important. But, I'm very offended by the fact that SHE BUYS USELESS ACCESORIES DAILY. For example, just yesterday, she bought a suitcase for 80$(she already owns about 4 suitcases, 11 purses, and 6 various other bags), and an ipod cup holder(she doesn't need it, she just wants it because it matches) for 35$. Now, how in the world could she spend 115$ on things she doesn't need when that much could pay for more half of a snowboarding trip! It's ******** up, I tell you! And that has just got me pissed of to purgatory.
Besides that, I can't sleep well. I sleep on an air mattress every night because we didn't get a real mattress after my last one had springs popping out of it. So, my back hurts in the morning when I get up. And it hurts all day. That sucks a little.
And I really am not eating enough. I'm trying to save money, and I end up not eating for hours because I can't buy anything at school. I want to eat healthy, too, and it's harder when you can't get food from a grocery store more than 2 or 3 times a month.
Ok, as you can see, I am uber critical, and I must look like a stupid goth going "Oh, my life is so miserable oh oh oh!" when it really isn't all that bad. And it isn't. I'm just pissed off at some things, and it's good to write them down apparently(who knew?). So, there you go, my life as is now.
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Curve In The Old 1-9 · Wed Dec 01, 2004 @ 11:36pm · 1 Comments |
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Yep. I started at 11:30AM today, and right now it's 10:40PM, and I'm still not done with my chem work. Then I have math, and the my normal homework. So far, I've handwritten 23 pages, front and back, of college ruled paper. My hand hurts. And I'm not done. ):
Curve In The Old 1-9 · Fri Nov 12, 2004 @ 03:57am · 3 Comments |
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That's why I never repeat myself. But yet, then why does something I hate keep reoccuring in my life? I wonder....but, that just can't make sense. I'm just being paranoid. I'll be fine tomorrow.
Curve In The Old 1-9 · Fri Nov 05, 2004 @ 04:07am · 0 Comments |
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...life sucks. Deal with it. We all hate each other, and you know it. I hate what I am. Being human sucks. ********, human nature sucks. And who agrees with me? Right now, only one other person, who coincedently, I dislike.
Curve In The Old 1-9 · Thu Nov 04, 2004 @ 05:46am · 0 Comments |
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