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its been a wile sense i made a journal entry, i found an really good web site for the metaphysical arts so they call it at vsociety.net and the meditations there are really good also i got a astral pet attached to a figure of a Chinese dragon, it may be whats making those meditations work so well even if its a placebo in that part but any ways its kinda sad cause i cant see it or hear is so its probaly lonely crying i hope i can develop clairvoyance soon
also i finaly got a dream journal so that may help makeing my dreams stronger agin i just have to start doing reality checks, but i dont want to cause they seem so boring and i don't want to put in the effert to remember to do them gonk
ya the title has noting to do with this entry except that i had a headache wile tipeing this
 Gothic silk · Fri Jun 01, 2007 @ 02:53am · 0 Comments |
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this was the weird boring one
i was taking a shower, sort of, there was so much watter and it was flowing like a stream, there was also a watter fall form the built in shelf, the water fall was in slow mo. then i looked at the sky light, the curten wasn't shut,and it looked like there was no incline for the roof, and the clouds where really weird (if you could call them clouds) they looked more like cloth that was being blown and they where moving kinda fast they started to darken the sky. then i was like wait i wasn't going to take a shower and i realized/thought "this is a dream" then it got really weird i screeched in joy but it sounded creepy cause the sound died out, then i catapulted my self / flue and my view went form the sky light to to a point on the wall and i could feel slowed down like i was in watter or mud and that fealing was pulling my attention like "what an odd sensation" but i was slowing down and it was slowly faded away and i woke up slowly. the part that i catapulted my self was kinda like in a movie where they slow every thing down and you can hear there hart beat and they are trying to save some one or something like that. well i didn't hear my hart beat but it seamed like there was something like it but it was like it was there but not like how imagining stuff isn't there.
i had a little control so it wasn't that great but i did have some
Gothic silk · Sat Feb 10, 2007 @ 04:32pm · 0 Comments |
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out line
i started this in a out line forum
japan
apparently i was in japan but there must have been a building from another dream but also it didn't look like japan cause there was too much space xp
weird bath room
this was an odd part, there where fish in the toilet
the 4 girls
they had very odd colored hair one was from earlier and i was glad cause the 3 new ones could speak English and the first one couldn't very well
Debra,
she showed up standing there, the scenery changed to my house when i turned around to look at her and i went up to her happy to see a familiar face and she was said whats going on and i responded "your my dream" and thats when it became lucid it was so amazing i then floated off to fly around the room
brother
when i made half way around i saw yuseph my brother and i told him "guess what you're my dream" and he responded "i know I'm your dream" he was working on some thing on the dining room table with his pizza hat on and wen he responded to me he has a smile like Happy's happy place on Happy gillmore i think this was when the music started or at least i could hear it
flying whit my body
i then went through the window but went strait back and then through the ciling then came back, i believe i was being pulled back into the dream but i wanted to explore, i was trying to swim or fly by flapping my hands ect. but then i remembered to use my mind
flying with my mind
this is where i got most of the control i went back out aether the ceiling or the window but i was in control ^_^ the
the sky
first thing i saw was the sky it was day but i liked starry nights more so i tried to let the stars shine so it flickered at first cause i was trying to force it but it started to stick and the sun was a point almost, a lot smaller than it would usably be so i decided to change it to a moon,
the moon
i got it to the right size but i had trouble getting the marking right it looked weird and so on then it had a face a human face i turned around and it was giant and looked like the moon form majoras mask but it looked more realistic i was inoyed so i changed it this time i got it nearly right the only problem was that the eye craters where too far apart but i didn't care so i moved on
crazy lady making quilts out of shingles
at this point the sky already reverted back to day but i didn't mind so i flue around back of the house and the lady was back there on the sowing mashean and there where some shingles missing form her roof and was sowing them together and when she saw me she said "i made this quilt for your mother" and she tossed it and it spun and landed like it would normally but a little farther than physics would allow (thats what's great about dreams they don't have to follow physical laws )
flying high
after the lady i looked up at the sky and remembered i wanted to go to mars and started to fly up but then i remembered about this one guy that couldn't get to the moon by just thinking and then his fears of heights so i thought that it would take a long time then i looked down at the roof and tree top next to my house and i kinda got scared
walking up
it faded out and i woke up but it was amazing so i jumped out of bed and went to the computer to record it so i wouldn't forget (it would have been horrible if i forgot) i was all getery tyeing it form the excitement then my mom woke up at around the word masheane and i went to tell her about it and she laughed at the funny parts ect. so now im less gettery except for my leg
the music
I'm not completely sure when it started but it must have been when i went lucid i believe it was something from happy gillmore
im just so shaky form the excitement i cant type strait
well i got to get ready for school see ya
Gothic silk · Thu Feb 08, 2007 @ 02:35pm · 0 Comments |
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i finished this one book artemis foul and the lost colony, now im sad cause i cant read more crying it was such a good book i could read it over 5 times, also it made me want to read the previous books over agin, it was so good and now in class i couldnt work cause i was preocupied with thinking a bout the book and got into a little troble bout im fine now, i just want to read
Gothic silk · Tue Jan 09, 2007 @ 06:32pm · 2 Comments |
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i just resntly leard about this subject bout 2 weeks now. the idea is to be able to control your dreams and do what ever you want, like that one epasode of sponge bob, i just started so i all i done is start a dream jornal to improve my dream recall. its relly easy for me cause its rite by my bed so when i wake up form a dream i turn my lava lamp on and rite it down. i hate the smell of the pen im useing its relly nasty. but ill put up with it cause i relly want a lucid dream. i all so bought a book on the subject but im haveing a hard time finding time to read it cause i have so much to read im allways geting manga books from lindsey so that takes 4 hours a day and i want to read red mars, its a relly good book, but i dont have time for that eather crying but its ok cause i dont dell on it too much at least there 2 4day weakends maybe ill get some more reading done if i dont spend all that time on the computer, i never get to go on cause my brother is a computer hog crying crying crying and im too much of a wimp to asert my self crying crying crying
Gothic silk · Fri Nov 03, 2006 @ 06:53am · 2 Comments |
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lindsey been leting me borrow some of her manga books. i relly like reading them and i have been trying my hardest to keep them nice. i keep freaking out that i mite lose one or ruen it beond repair but i have allways been obsesive about those kind of detals its just my personality
Gothic silk · Tue Oct 24, 2006 @ 02:38pm · 2 Comments |
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resently i have gained a few ferends. up entill resently bout a year now i havent had eney frends, i was relly inoying, but im in a good place now
Gothic silk · Tue Oct 24, 2006 @ 02:36pm · 2 Comments |
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