...It must be tiring saving me, but just once... Hello, peoples. I'm actually writing in my jounal! Wow, how exciting! surprised As you can probably see, I'm bored, sarcastic, and semi-hyper yet semi-depressed/lost in the nothingness yet crowded space of my mind. This is a wierd state of being that I'm often in. You know, today I relized that my sence of time and my grasp on reality had no actual hold. During school, near the end of the day (during grammer), I thought to myself, "Wow, it's only almost the end of school, but it's also like it should be the begining of school, maybe 3rd class..." That's when I relized that the way I vision and sence things are wierd. I always feel like it's only just time to do something-- as if I had been waiting a long time for it like a little child at Christmas time-- but also as if it was already time to do it, as if I didn't have enough time.
Also, my grasp on reality. I feel like the world is huge, yet at the same time small, our time on earth is long but short, fairy tales come true all the time but never, and nothing is possible yet everything is possible. My mind is an endless wonder... I bet that if anyone else had my mind, they would be tortured with confusion and dead on the outside-- lost in a reality of my own that is so hard to grasp, not even I can understand it all.
...I would like to save you...
-Reluctant Rainbow- · Thu Nov 30, 2006 @ 04:36am · 0 Comments
