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The world is spinning and I’m not involved.
Love and hatred are the things most of all.
I thought the world spun and revolved.
It does, but why do I feel so small?

I am confused and misunderstood.
Feeling tossed out of the way
But all I did was good
Keeping my tears on the inside, How could I stay?

Why must I be trapped in it all?
Or is it might fault I am in this situation?
Why did I go for the fall?
Or do I even have the Motivation?

Alone and unnoticed
The cause is obvious
Regardless.

Keeping the tears on the inside
Standing tall on the out
Trying to decide
You would never know that I am in doubt.

I am in denial that is out of this world
The trouble I have gone through
I could have hurled
Do you remember that “cows go moo”?

Crying at night
Don’t know why I go through the trouble
Love isn’t all it is cracked up to be, alright?
Now all that is left of my heart is a pile of ruble.


The pain I have gone through is not worth it
So why do I even try?
You don’t seem to appreciate it
I think you like to see me cry.
~Amanda~ Based on someone true.