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Current Mood: Nausiated
Current Song: Down with the Sickness - Distrubed
Current Icon: gonk scream crying burning_eyes crying crying crying

Alright, where to begin.. the past week has been really stressful on me and to top it all off.. I think I may have food poisoning.. Yay me..
there is no accurate way to describe what pain i'm in right now.. but i'll try..
My stomach feels as though someone is stabbing it repetively with a white hot poker.
I can't seem to stop myself randomly shaking all over despite me not being cold.
and I have the feeling that I want to throw up but for some reason I can't..
Oh, and that horrible 'sick' taste is just awful..

I should be asleep now.. but chances are this is going to be a very uncomfortable night for me and is likely I won't get any sleep, guess that means I'm not going to school tomorrow..

But, aside from this i'm hopeful i'll make a recovery.. hopefully...

Current Mood: Tired, Sleepy Annoyed, Frustrated and bizzarly slightly happy..
Current Icon: eek burning_eyes domokun ((In that order... you'll see why))
Current Song: Anything heavy / Angry ((Most likely something by Metallica or Disturbed or possibly System of a Down))

What can I say? I've had a bad couple of weeks, first I had mock exams for the last two weeks, those were ok, but then We decided to head north for a few days to celebrate our aunt and grandma's birthdays.. and that was the weekend everything went wrong..

So sit back, relax and be amazed by my bad Karma in the last few weeks..
Alright now I shall take you one week and two days back into the past to Friday the 15th of September (Thursday the 14th of September for those of you who arn't in New Zealand) Lets start at the beginning of my day.. I woke up at 7:00 am as usual, ready to tackle my Health mock exam. I head off to my exam and imerge at 11:40 am and head home to get ready for our trip north.

Ok, its about 1:10 pm and we are on the road finally with me driving (I love driving ^^ wink and everything is going well so far. light trafic on the roads and good weather conditions. We were on the way to pick my older sister up who lives about an hour and a half North of us. All's going well, my temprature guage was showing a good temprature. I get into the lane to turn off to get to where my older sis lives and.. My car dies.. all the warning lights suddenly come on and I lose speed.

I was the first to notice steam rising from the hood of my car..
We manage to push the car to the side of the road and my dad and I try to patch it up enough to make it to my sister's place but it doesn't work..
We end up calling my sister to come and rescue us. She shows up and we finally manage to get the car started and decide to nurse it slowly back home so we could take the other car.

Ok, it is now about 3:30 pm and we are back home and about to leave in the other car. Everything goes smoothly as we continue North for the 6+ hour journy. We stop at 9:30 for dinner to which I take over driving one of the most difficult streaches of road in total darkness ((I had my headlights.. but they only help so much..)) I manage to get through that with great effort. it's about 10:30 pm now and all is going well right up until we get to a small town in the middle of no where.. and.. the Car breaks down..
After spending some time trying to get it up and running, we give up and end up taking a room at the local lodge for the night.

Saturday the 16th (Friday the 15th for you guys) Dad and I are up early to walk back down to the car to assess the dammage. We go to the local garage and see what they can do. They can fix it but it's a big job.. My dad hitch hikes to the next major center south, where he rents a car and comes back to take us home.

We get home and Fix the first car ((Or so we thought)) and a week rolls by uneventfully until yesterday Sunday the 24th ((Satruday the 23rd)) were I decided to visit my older Sis.
I left at 8:05 am and everything was going alright, the weather wasn't the best for driving but that was ok.

I got to exactly the same place we did last time to turn off and get to the city where my sister lives.. and Bam! my car dies.. AGAIN!!
So she rescues me and the sort and my dad returns from up north having just picked up our other broken car.

We decide to tow the car home, This was NOT one of my faveorite expreiences..
But in anycase, that was my last few weeks in a nut shell.. now I just need to figgure what he heck is wrong with my car and fix it before Friday when I next have work..
Why does Karma hate me so?

Until next time...

Current Mood: Sleepy <-- As if this ever changes rolleyes
Current Emote: ninja
Current Song: Every Heart (Inuyasha season 4 ending theme)

With school exams rapidly approaching I have little time to spend on Gaia now days as I'm either studying or working and if i'm lucky.. sleeping with all this going on I find it amazing that i have time to write even small amounts of my fan fic..

But such is life and the most important thing to do now is figgure out what the heck i'm doing with my life next year..
Mooching off the parents is not one of them..

But aside from all this I am making progress on my fanfiction.. and i'm entering a Short story competetion as part of my school work so it should be fun!



Until next time my friends! ^^

Current Mood: Sleepy as usual
Current Emotcion: sweatdrop
Current Song: I'm Alive <-- Disturbed

"Never again will I be dishonored
And never again will I be reminded
Of livin' within the world of the jaded
They kill inspiration
It's my obligation

To never again allow this to happen
Where do I begin the choices are endless
Denying sin, my art, my redemption
I carry the torch of my fathers before me

Chorus:
The thing I treasure most in life
Cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why
I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
No they will not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You **can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive

I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive..."

Well lets see, with being on holiday from school i'm either working, writing more chapters of my Final Fantasy Fanfiction, or listing to songs by Disturbed...
I really need to get out more and get active, but the weather has been crappy lately.. In anycase I was bored and had nothing better to do other than post in this jorunal...

I wonder how many people actually read my journal, and my fanfiction now days... Meh, I'm sure it doesn't matter ^^; it's not like i'm aspiring to become a famous author or anything... Despite encouragement from friends mentioning otherwise. sweatdrop

It's only now that I suddenly realise that all the physical stress i've been putting on my body is finally catching up with me x.x, My shoulders hurt (My left hand shoulder more so), My right elbow is cracking almost constainty and my back fells as if someone ran a marathon over it, bent be double over backwards as kicked me high into the air... Ok, maybe a little exageration.. but I supose that should it continue to hurt I can always take a warm bath tomorrow... So as to not risk falling asleep in the tub and risk:
a) Drowning
b) Becomming water logged
c) all of ze above.

Ok, not likely to happen.. but stilll, better safe than sorry ^^ after all, i'm sure that those who follow my fanfiction eagerly would prefer to see it finished before any sudden demise of me XD

Now look at me! I've gone and started rambling.. a most unbecomming habbit to shake, perhaps I should stop writing and head for bed nay?
I think i'll do that..

G'night my friends, silent readers and well wishers, i'm sure we shall meet anon!

Current Song: Last thing on my mind
Current mood: VERY SLEEPY!!!
Curreent Emoticon: burning_eyes

Well lets see, Firstly.. Sorry for not updating sooner.. but you know how things can get with people writing / typing in journals?

Lets see.. Well firstly I changed my Avatar from Male to Female in order to experience what the female wardrobe has to offer. eek

And Yesterday / Today I've had to endure a trip up the local mountains in bushy terrain, none the less it was FREAZING!!! and I am currently suffering from a lack of sleeep.. Infact as I write this i'm heading onto the 35th hour of no sleep...

All in all it was a fun trip.. aside from the lack of sleep..

Anyway I thought i'd post in my journal so that you all don't think i'm dead or something XD

Wow! look at that, seems like i'm posting more in my journal.. amazing!

Anyway nothing much going on over here in New Zealand just the usual Homework and work screwing around with me >.>

I got a call last Sunday asking me to work today so I show up and find out that they didn't want me working today rolleyes so I wasted all that petrol to get there for about 30 mins work xp

Ah well, I guess thats life..

As for me on Gaia.. Nothing much new this month except that i've gone back to frequenting the Wanted forum and contemplating on Questing for the OMG hat of legend whee

Anyway.. Thank you everyone who reminded me it was my Gaiaversary on the 28th of March.. You all rock! ^^!

What can I say? other than the obvious that I haven't posted here in a while..

*Sweeps away some cobwebs which have gathered everywhere*

A lot has happened since my last update but I won't go into details ((Memory of a Gold fish here xp ))

In short:

I got the job, i've spent a long time at this job.. I got a co-worker fired for harrasment and now my job is just peachy...

I got my licence and have been driving for a while now.. ((No accidents.. Yet..))

Because of school and work I have found less time to be online and stuff but hey.. Atleast I AM trying XD

By for now...

"Remember to Spade or Nuder your pets!"

Current Mood: Extatic
Current Music: Hero of the Day <Metallica>
Current Icon: pirate

Where to begin? well lets see here...

I put in an aplication for a Cheqout operator for a Supermarket in the next town.. and I have an interview this Sunday!

Heres hoping all goes well for me!

Current mood: quiet
Current Song: Remedy <Seether>
Current Icon: pirate
Random saying: "See my halo bright and shiny... mess with me and I kick your hiney!"

Well nothing much to say here.. i just thourght that it would be a good idea to post in this journal so that those of you who like to read it know that i haven't vanished off the face of the earth..

Life's going quite well for me actually I passed more subjects in the recent mock exams than i thourght i woud.. go me!

well aside from that i guess there's nothing much more to put in..


With some luck i might actually retain enough sanity to post in the future... Assuming that my Information Technology teacher doesn't completely take my sanity..

"May the Force be with you" ... or some jazz like that...