I was out of town this past week to visit family. recently, every time i go to visit my cousin, i see this guy. well, we kind of got to know each other.. in the pool. i know what you guys are thinking. and no, i didn't do anything with him. there was a bunch of us in the pool. and plus, there were kiddies and adult figures in the pool. there was a little flirt here in there. but i never persue much of it. didn't want the kiddies and these adult figure to see that side of me. (gossip starts you know-- which lead to my family/siblings).
After we came back from the pool, the party that was given at the house i was stay was still going on. girls in one side of the house to bathe. and guys in one room. guys and girls were not allowed to interact during tha bathing time. (and trust me on this, there was more guys than girls..) well, after we all finish taking our showers, we all went outside to do that fireworks, since we were not going to be together on this day.
I sat on the driveway and that guy sat right next to me-- with his little baby sister. i thought she was the most adorably little 3 year old i seen. i fell in love with that little girl. while watching the fireworks, this guy and i started talking. i found out his was only 14. boy, did this shock me. he looked so much older. i thought he was like my age. around 16 or 17. even though i was starting to have feelings for him, i knew i couldn't be anymore than friends with him. okay, my mind is being stupid and indecisive. i told myself and few years back that the lowest age i would go down to and date is three years younger- which is exactly what he was. i also found out that he has a gf, and that they weren't talking and on the edge of the rock right now. that's where i stop. if he has a gf, then i won't desturb it.
After the fireworks, we all went down to the basement and my cousin and the guy started brake dancing.. they weren't that good. shh... we'll keep that on the dl. during that time, the guy's little sister came to me was told me she could to the "worm". (her brother did the "worm" previously).she could and did. i was soo awwwed. i want to hug her and hold her. i fell more in love with her. and the night we on..
I didn't really talked to anyone him at the party. wait.. we actually didn't talk to anyone except each other at the party. okay, i know i'm horrible to have feelings for him. but hey, he doesn't look his age and looks older... so, i decided to become friends with him and later if we still have feelings for each other, and he doesn't have a gf (and if i'm not attached), maybe something would work out. does it make me bad to like someone who is three years younger than i am??
After we came back from the pool, the party that was given at the house i was stay was still going on. girls in one side of the house to bathe. and guys in one room. guys and girls were not allowed to interact during tha bathing time. (and trust me on this, there was more guys than girls..) well, after we all finish taking our showers, we all went outside to do that fireworks, since we were not going to be together on this day.
I sat on the driveway and that guy sat right next to me-- with his little baby sister. i thought she was the most adorably little 3 year old i seen. i fell in love with that little girl. while watching the fireworks, this guy and i started talking. i found out his was only 14. boy, did this shock me. he looked so much older. i thought he was like my age. around 16 or 17. even though i was starting to have feelings for him, i knew i couldn't be anymore than friends with him. okay, my mind is being stupid and indecisive. i told myself and few years back that the lowest age i would go down to and date is three years younger- which is exactly what he was. i also found out that he has a gf, and that they weren't talking and on the edge of the rock right now. that's where i stop. if he has a gf, then i won't desturb it.
After the fireworks, we all went down to the basement and my cousin and the guy started brake dancing.. they weren't that good. shh... we'll keep that on the dl. during that time, the guy's little sister came to me was told me she could to the "worm". (her brother did the "worm" previously).she could and did. i was soo awwwed. i want to hug her and hold her. i fell more in love with her. and the night we on..
I didn't really talked to anyone him at the party. wait.. we actually didn't talk to anyone except each other at the party. okay, i know i'm horrible to have feelings for him. but hey, he doesn't look his age and looks older... so, i decided to become friends with him and later if we still have feelings for each other, and he doesn't have a gf (and if i'm not attached), maybe something would work out. does it make me bad to like someone who is three years younger than i am??
