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Okay, so I know this is my first post and everything, but I really depressed right now, so instead of the whole "ok so this is my journal" s**t, im just gonna go right into it. Alright, im severly depressed. Why? well hm... lets see... my girlfriend (for the past 6 months) just broke up with me. For no apparent reason. So that hurts enough but guess what? Last thing I said to her was I love you. She said it back, in the voice she gets with me that I know she meant it, makes me feel like there actaully might be something good in this goddamn life. Then the next day she stops talking to me, and its a friday, so i dont get to talk to her all weekend cause im not home and neither is she, so i get back to school on monday hoping that everything has kinda blown over, and i get a note delivered to me by one of her friends saying that she wants to break up with me because she doesnt think she can see anyone right now... And now im completly hopelessly and horibly still in love with her, and I would do ANYTHING to get her back... Theres a TON more to say here, but im dog tired from all the stage work ive been doing lately, so im gonna crash right now. I'll get around to writing the whole story sometime, but im way to exhausted now... Ta~