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Ryuujin: Hey...
X.x Saint Kitty: hi...
Ryuujin: Sorry.
X.x Saint Kitty: for what?
Ryuujin: Everything. Ignoring you, being a total a**, ******** with your emotions, making you feel like s**t, and much more I prolly am not thinking about.
X.x Saint Kitty: oh... well... thanks.
Ryuujin: You're welcome. I've done a great bit of thinking lately.
X.x Saint Kitty: oh. so how come you didnt come to the park?
Ryuujin: with matthew?
X.x Saint Kitty: yes.
Ryuujin: I didn't feel like going anywhere.
X.x Saint Kitty: how come?
Ryuujin: I dunno. I don't go places very often.
X.x Saint Kitty: oh. you shouldve come.
Ryuujin: who was there?
X.x Saint Kitty: well when you called we were going to get trisha, so... the 3 of us. aly and them had left already..
Ryuujin: alright. I'm just not to social.
X.x Saint Kitty: you used to be.
Ryuujin: when?
X.x Saint Kitty: when i first met you.
Ryuujin: 2 years ago.
X.x Saint Kitty: yes.
Ryuujin: I've changed.
X.x Saint Kitty: ive noticed.
Ryuujin: I'm tired of hearing it. I'm tired of hearing how much better I used to be. Cause I don't feel I was.
X.x Saint Kitty: well thats you. as long as youre happy. its fine by me.
Ryuujin: So why did you wanna talk to me so badly?
X.x Saint Kitty: i dont like losing friends. i didnt want to lose you.
Ryuujin: Well..... I'm back if you want me?
X.x Saint Kitty: can we try... one more time... to be friends?
Ryuujin: Absolutly.
X.x Saint Kitty: ^_^ thank you.
Ryuujin: Welcome... You are my 4th friend at school that I still have.
X.x Saint Kitty: 4th?
Ryuujin: Julian, Mike, Erin, and you. All the others left me.
X.x Saint Kitty: no, they didnt. i heard you and mike werent talking or something like that? idk.
Ryuujin: He thought I had stolen from him, but he found the stuff. -_-
X.x Saint Kitty: oh. ok.
Ryuujin: Looking forward to school? >_>
X.x Saint Kitty: yes actually. you?
Ryuujin: Noes.
X.x Saint Kitty: are you at least gonna be there tomorrow?
Ryuujin: I am.
X.x Saint Kitty: good. ^_^
Ryuujin: Good?
X.x Saint Kitty: yes.
Ryuujin: Why good?
X.x Saint Kitty: idk. btw: you were listing to a within temptation song a min ago... that made me really wanna listen to the song of theirs i have. ^_^
Ryuujin: I lurve them.
X.x Saint Kitty: i the song... um... angels.
Ryuujin: Yup.
Ryuujin: That's a good one.
Ryuujin: Do you hate me?
X.x Saint Kitty: no... why?
Ryuujin: I'de hate me.
X.x Saint Kitty: why?
Ryuujin: I've treated you like s**t
X.x Saint Kitty: *shrugs*
Ryuujin: Do you hold dislike or disdain toward me?
X.x Saint Kitty: i didnt like some of the things you said, but i guess im used to hear stuff like that
Ryuujin: Well I'm sorry.
X.x Saint Kitty: its ok. i kinda understand how you feel, or, i did, til you quit talking to me.
Ryuujin: I just needed to get away. I'm fine nao.
X.x Saint Kitty: its ok. i understand.
Ryuujin: So, hao's life been?
X.x Saint Kitty: not too bad. kinda boring actually. yours?
Ryuujin: Boring as hell, way too dramatic, and rather melancholy... Not too different. XD
X.x Saint Kitty: aw, im sorry. everyone has been bored this summer.
Ryuujin: Mai drama has kept me entertained. lawl
X.x Saint Kitty: oh, well i guess youre lucky then. ive been talking to regan a lot. oregon not exciting either. lol
Ryuujin: I haven't talked to many people... Just Lauren and Emily when their telling me hao good I'm not anymoar.
X.x Saint Kitty: oh, yeah, all summer i saw no one but chibi. and my family.
Ryuujin: Fun. Hao was Warped this year?
X.x Saint Kitty: it was awesome, as always. tom delonge (AVA) waved at me!!
Ryuujin: Awesome. I want to go to NIN's Lights In The Sky, but mother said no.
Ryuujin: -_-
X.x Saint Kitty: aw... crying emily is going to projekt revolution probably.
Ryuujin: Who's gonna be there?
X.x Saint Kitty: armor for sleep is all i care about.
Ryuujin: Meh... I dun like them. Bauhaus just came out with a new album. I hope they tour.
X.x Saint Kitty: ive never heard of them... but... i have the medic droids album. ^_^
Ryuujin: Awesome. Bauhaus is a really old school Gothic rock band who recently rebanded. <3 I love them
X.x Saint Kitty: oh cool!
Ryuujin: Indeed. Wanna link to a song of theirs?
Ryuujin: Mai new fave song actually.,
X.x Saint Kitty: nah, im watching tv. sry.
Ryuujin: Alright then.
X.x Saint Kitty: sorry.
Ryuujin: Iz alright.
X.x Saint Kitty: thanks.
X.x Saint Kitty: i would if i was watching on a tv... but its on the computer..
Ryuujin: Ok. You can later if you want.
X.x Saint Kitty: ok.
Ryuujin: You prolly know, but I quit band.
X.x Saint Kitty: i know. actually, i heard you got kicked out. its what people are saying.
X.x Saint Kitty: why did you quit?
Ryuujin: I grew to dislike it. And I quit.
X.x Saint Kitty: oh... ok then. saunders still hasnt picked a guard captain
Ryuujin: lawl. that must piss you off.
X.x Saint Kitty: nah, i figure he's makin me and chaise co-captains. but idk.
Ryuujin: btw, you were right. HIM iz amazing
X.x Saint Kitty: yes, i know. ^_^
Ryuujin: I love killing lonliness, but... so does everyone else in the world. X.X
X.x Saint Kitty: oh thats a great song. i like wings of a butterfly more tho.
Ryuujin: That one's good too.
X.x Saint Kitty: oh yessss
Ryuujin: Wicked Game
X.x Saint Kitty: what?
Ryuujin: Great song from HIM.
X.x Saint Kitty: ah, ive never heard of it.
Ryuujin: It's great.
X.x Saint Kitty: ill take your word for it and look it up later.
Ryuujin: You should.
X.x Saint Kitty: i probably will. but that means you should look up a song i recomend.
Ryuujin: alright, but brb ok?
X.x Saint Kitty: kk
Ryuujin: Back
X.x Saint Kitty: kk
Ryuujin: I was recording a vid for VF.
X.x Saint Kitty: oh cool.
Ryuujin: I'm expected to make funny vids.
X.x Saint Kitty: why?
Ryuujin: Cause I'm apparantly hilareous?
X.x Saint Kitty: oh lol.
Ryuujin: I suppose I can be.
X.x Saint Kitty: yes, you can be.
Ryuujin: Woot.
X.x Saint Kitty: lol.
Ryuujin: lawl.
X.x Saint Kitty: ow, im gonna be in so much pain tomorrow.
Ryuujin: Wai?
X.x Saint Kitty: i rode my bike to and from the park earlier.
Ryuujin: Wow. lawl.
X.x Saint Kitty: yeah. i got off my bike when i got home and almost collapsed.
Ryuujin: You don't live that far away.
X.x Saint Kitty: i know, its a little more than 5 mins on a bike. but the way back is more uphill than the way there.
Ryuujin: I sowwy.
X.x Saint Kitty: its fine, i like the new freedom of being able to go places.
Ryuujin: When did that happen?
X.x Saint Kitty: when my dad said he wont ground me for my grades anymore and i can go out with friends anytime i want... i have a curfew tho. but still.
Ryuujin: Wow... I don't even have the freedom to decide to not take mai meds.
X.x Saint Kitty: well, that... makes sense...
Ryuujin: Not when they don't work.
X.x Saint Kitty: ive been forced to take medicine that didnt work for me... not for the same thing, but ya know, same concept.
Ryuujin: Mom asked me yesterday if I needed to go back to the institution. I'm scared.
X.x Saint Kitty: i dont blame ya. at least she cares.
Ryuujin: She does.
X.x Saint Kitty: im guessing you dont hate her anymore?
Ryuujin: I dunno. I don't really hate anymoar. I'm very far from liking her.
X.x Saint Kitty: which is fine. everyone knows i dont like my parents here.
Ryuujin: Well, duh.
Ryuujin: You don't let us forget.
X.x Saint Kitty: nope!
Ryuujin: lawl.
X.x Saint Kitty: yeah, its really ridiculous stories that i love telling.
Ryuujin: You do tell them.
X.x Saint Kitty: oh yesss
Ryuujin: They kept me in gifted.
X.x Saint Kitty: thats good.
Ryuujin: I didn't read the books
X.x Saint Kitty: you might wanna.
X.x Saint Kitty: i bet aly to make her finish reading alas, babylon
Ryuujin: lawl.
X.x Saint Kitty: i lost, so i cant scream for amonth, or i gotta pay her a dollar everytime i do.
Ryuujin: That's good.
X.x Saint Kitty: for everyone but me. oh well. lol.
X.x Saint Kitty: hey, imma go. ill see ya tomorrow. byez!!
Ryuujin: Bye
 Sharpie_Kitty · Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 04:03am · 0 Comments |
