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this is the day, that i remembered i had a journal xd truthfully i dont go on gaia that much anymore, only to check pms really. i have a journal on some journal site, but im not telling you! xP i dont tell anyone where it is. like the 3 that know were obsessed enough to surf, stalk, or some other sneaky methods to find it. so yeah... goodbye gaia?
 Nitro · Sun Oct 09, 2005 @ 06:38pm · 0 Comments |
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*Kills Journal*
Nitro · Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 12:53am · 0 Comments |
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yey, an update. nu more soccer! nu more 5 mile running tests! being ingured has its advantages... ooh sweet laziness..... and all cuz the nice doctor man says im not allowed to do anything too active.
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anyway, im extremely happy, cuz i luff him heart heart heart he makes me wanna hug random objects...a bit weird, but thats ok, cuz he makes me happy. even after the whole.... yelling thing. i feel bad about that.. when the corrupted angel fairy heard about it she said "poor guy... its like your whipping him into shape.... but eventually hes gunna get whipped to death." Im sowwie... crying
teh wings are from him too...cuz i was busy and couldnt raise the money this month. Even if he had to keep leaving... and i could only talk to him for a little while..... he still really made my day heart heart heart
Nitro · Tue Apr 26, 2005 @ 05:56am · 1 Comments |
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ahhh...so....dead! and theres no otherword to describe it. being dead seems so cozy at the moment. so tired.... dont get anysleep at all anymore.....physically tired too.... to the point where it hurts to go up the stairs. but on the bright side, the bleeding stopped. lesson learned: baggy shorts + slide tackle + turf = major turf burn = ow. The weather hasnt been that good, but who cant play in hail wind and rain? mer... sorry for all the complaining... the tiredness makes my cranky xd i even got called for hooking last game, and taht was a first :O
anyway, heres my schedual for this week and the next one:
April 11: Soccer (3:00-5:30)
Apirl 12: Soccer (2:30-10:30)
April 13: Soccer (3:00 - 5:30)
April 14: Soccer (2:30-5:30) (8:00-11:00)
April 15:
April 16:
April 17:
April 18: Soccer (3:00-5:30)
April 19: Soccer (2:30-5:30)
April 20: Soccer (3:00-5:30)
April 21: Soccer (2:30-5:30) Dance (7:00-10:00)
Nitro · Thu Apr 14, 2005 @ 05:10am · 0 Comments |
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yet another night up, but its only... just about 1 am. but im not tired, no, i cant been, cuz in 2 days then ill be halfway done! leaving only 500 left to go. This week has been kinda odd, and filled with the weirdest conversations ive ever heard o.O. ahh... the joy of randomness. well im not just Carr anymore, aparently, im now Carr, Caw, and I. ( caw is also a nickname) because of something i once said to a guy to try and get him to leave me and my friend alone.
well, since Greg has one in his journal, i feel the need to put one in mine too xd so here's this weeks comic:
Questionable Content
well... its kinda complicated to explain... but what i will say, is pintsize is my hero heart (ye-ah alex)
~~~~~~~~~~~~Sorry~~~~~~~~~~~~
right... ive just relized how much of a b***h ive been to certain guys... so id like to say sorry... ill change the names tho... but you know who you are...
-im sorry to Bob for just... flat out leaving
-im sorry to Bill for cheating, and then leaving, and then getting married when we were engaged in the first place.
-im sorry to Ben for blocking you for a couple months... i had my reasons.. but it totally wasnt your fault.
-im sorry to Bart for ignoring you.. blocking, and keeping you blocked for like... almost a year now? but that was for the freakish obsesiveness and partial stalking... so maybe im not so sorry....
-im sorry to Brady for annoying the hell outta you, acting stupid just to piss you off, and asking weird questions and making random comments... for the same reason...
-im sorry to Brendon for not taking you serriously, and thinking of you as ignorant and immature
-finally, im sorry to Brian for not taking advantage of potenial time alone, i tried, but not my hardest..
*props to anyone that relized all the fake names started with "B"*
Nitro · Wed Mar 30, 2005 @ 09:19am · 2 Comments |
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finally! after 3 months of looking and searching, we finally found the song! ever heard this song once.. fell in love with it, then it never played again, and u had no idea what it was called or who it was by? and u could only remember one word from the whole song? xd but we finally found it!! and now its blasting on repeat ^^; odly enough, the one word we managed to remember was the name of the song, and technically its not actually a word, its a sound. can yew guess? the name of the song is the title of this post 3nodding heart
anyway, ive given up. Its been atleast 5 days since this house has been free of kyles friends. @.@;; they stay all night too. honestly i dont care anymore, if they are living in my house then i dont have to get dressed cuz they're here. but i do get to yell at them to shut up when im trying to sleep every morning. fun fun. so here i am, sitting in my little puppy pj's surrounded by men. ahh life is weird. tho it was even weirder when i relized some of them were using my herbal essences shampoo..... surprised
w00t. tonight is movie night apparently? well my friend went and rented a bunch of movies and said i gotta go over and watch em XD. last time we watched movies she got all mad cuz she said the soap i use is toxic and then her mouth started 'burning'...it was her fault for licking me in the first place!.. but that my friend is a completely different story. anyway, the movies she said she rented was dawn of the dead and shawn of the dead. thats all she told me... the other ones i got no clue.. mew.. guess ill just have to wait and see.
Nitro · Thu Mar 24, 2005 @ 08:49pm · 0 Comments |
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well... im now on my 2 week vacation from school ^^. tho.. with no school its hard not to stay up late.. and get up in the mornings.. and im slighting starting to become nocturnal... wich isnt all too good... so i try to be up for the sun.
tho it would seem my holidays are still filled with a to-do list. first of all i have to do a stupid english project. and finally live up to all those over delayed promises. like writing lala's "sotwy" [story] Its my part of the deal we made for a bunch of kick a** art shes doing for me. buut i find it hard to sit here and write a story that will fullfill her sick, dirty and twisted needs. i need inspiration. which not surprising isnt that hard to find. i got a lot of dirty ideas swimming around in my head, compliments of Greg.
I also have to read a shitload of books <,<. Get this stupid fat and boring one out of the way about treason, and then i gotta finish a volume of Negima before i can start on Circus of the Damned.... see its like a chain, my friends seem to have the same taste in books.. so we go in an order. lala reads the book, then me, then hailey, then cait. but when it gets to me... its stuck there for like a month and everyone else starts to complain xd meh... what can i say? reading isnt exactly my thing, and i barely get time cuz of soccer.
speaking of soccer...i also get no soccer for the holidays, a much needed break, but not neccisarily a good thing. to go from 2 weeks of absolute no exersize to 3 hours a day, 5 days a week of it isnt exactly the smartest move on my part. i dunno.... maybe ill have to go for some jogs or something...?
ahh... and the cranes... the cranes are hell. my fingers are going raw from folds after folds after folds... and ive only done 211. so tempting to stop.... but i cant.. i wont!! i promised myself i wouldnt.... so here i sit... destined for months of enless folding....
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note:
- i want more easter chocolate dammieht!
- stuck inside from all the rain... <,<
- dont have any choice bands this week... its the week of random songs
- been having really weird dreams lately...
- i want my Ragoo heart
Nitro · Mon Mar 21, 2005 @ 01:19am · 1 Comments |
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last week of school before teh 2 week break! heart and i only have 3 tests left, 3 more days of soccer, and 1 more party this week then im free for half a month...! i am also... on a mission... to make 1000 paper cranes within 40 days.... i know it sounds stupid but its really important to me. also, and today being monday, i have a new choice band of teh week ^^. Carr's choice band = Default
..mer... away soccer game tomorrow.... and i dunno how im gunna get there xd and i also have to rush back so i can go to a parteh.....few...... truthfully tho, i wish that i didnt have to go to a party, and that i wasnt on the team >.<
Nitro · Tue Mar 15, 2005 @ 02:07am · 1 Comments |
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