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This might take a while... so relax, maybe grab some popcorn... and I'll try not to make it to long for you.
OKay.. well, after my last posting, things have changed. First of all, my web site is getting another make-over. This is due to high demand.. and the fact that a lot has changed and I really have not had much time... at all. This is also one of the reasons I have neglected coming around here and keeping up with everything.
Aside from work needing done on my website I also need to get back to working on my cos-play costumes..... I really don't have many ideas of what to do next, the problem is that there are to many to choose from.
Happy new.. well it wasn't happy at first, but last september I was feeling sick and the sort.. and well... come to find out it was cause I was pregnant... and all ready 3 and a half months along.... I was upset because of a few reasons. One being that I was emotional and shocked... I didn't think that being on the pill for four or more months could result in a pregnancy... which was worry number two... I was on birth control, I didn't skip a day, and suddenly I end up carrying a child anyway. I was worried about birth defects and such. However, I finally went it to see the doctor and they checked the baby's heart beat.. all was good. I had to go through the typical prenatal care... getting poked with needles every month.. until the last month.. cause then it was every week.... getting a papsmear done like twice.. and then once you reach the end of you 8th month they start checking when you come in to see if you're dilated any. Near my due date... which they had given 3 of them... the very first one was predicted when I went to the clinic for the pregnancy test.. they said my due date was going to be around the beginning of april. Then I went to my prenatal doctor and he gave me the estimated due date of March 18th. Finaly, when I got my first Ultrasound done at what was thought to be 4 and a half months along... they saw that according to the baby's size I was 5 months along.. so my due date got pushed up again.. this time the final one was March 10th. I was fine with that.
So I went through the next 4 1/2 months with little issues.. just getting bloated and then I was having back issues.. but the chiropractor helped with that. Then in my 8th month the baby was pushing up so it was hard for me to breath and move around.... so the doctor put me on bed rest. The ninth month came.. and went by slow actually... and as I got closer to my due date I became more agitated with the people and things around me. I did good though.. most women lose it within the first few months.. but I was rather calm and stuff. Then I went to the doctors appointment two weeks before my due date... and I had not felt the baby move, plus I was having massive back pain that shot around the front a little.. they hooked me up to the monitor... I wasn't having any massive contractions.. not labor ones anyway. The baby's heartbeat looked fine, and I was only dilated 1/2 of a center meter. However, before I left she took the time to go over the baby's heartbeat again, and she noticed some variations in the steadiness. So she asked another doctor, and he told her to have me go to the hospital, and to tell me that I might have to have the baby that night.
So I was slightly worried, though she said it was nothing massive.. so I went there.. got hooked up to the machines... got another ultrasound.. that lasted an hour cause she was trying to get the baby to move her ams and legs... which she eventually did.
After some time they told me the doctor wanted me to get some rest for the night, and that they would need to monitor the baby till the morning..... soooooooo I got moved to another room, my mom and the baby's father showed up.. stayed the night, and that night they said they were going to try to dilate me with some sort of stick thing... so I got that put in.. and the next day, thursday, they had me try another dilation stick.. waited a few hours, then tried this dilation pill thing... and after it had dissolved they checked me again and I managed to dilate up to 1 center meter...... After that the doctor came in and explained that the reason I was told to come here was because there were a few signs of fetal distress. They said that as they monitored the baby the night before the baby had more fetal distress, and it was getting more frequent. He told me that I was not dilating, and my hips were not widening enough so the birthing canal wasn't opening either. He recommended a c-section, he said I could try more of the dilation pills or the two other medications that might help me dilate.... but the baby was trying to push through and she was getting stuck, he was worried that if I had tried more that she would go under massive fetal distress and maybe get stuck. He didn't want to risk her life.. and neither did I... so I had the c-section.
It wasn't bad, and she came out healthy as can be. She was born March 8th 2007, she was 6 pounds 13 ounces.. and 19 3/4 inches long. She's beautiful.. and we named her Tessa Jade.
She's a little over three months old now, and she's growing so fast.
Anyway.. that's what's been keeping me busy. I'll write again soon!
 "I am what I am.. and that's something you'll never be."  Hell_Princess · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 03:10pm · 0 Comments |
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Alright, I'm updating my website this week.. yay for me...
And new stuff will be added, oh joy!
I know I know.. "about damn time HP!!"
Give me a break.. I've been busy.. and stuff...
"all well!!"
Yeah yeah.. I hear ya...
Anyway... All is well and stuff... all is good and dandy.. I just need to update and change my website around a bit.
And soooooo.. If you want the link.. just message me on here and I'll send it to you!
<3
Hell_Princess · Mon Jun 12, 2006 @ 04:54am · 0 Comments |
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It's been forever since I've writen in this thing... like.. YEARS.... okay.. maybe not that long... no wait.. it has been like.. a year... w00t!
I pay more attention to my myspace then anything now.. sorry about the lack of ...well anything from yours truely...
I shall be writing again soon... all is well...
Hell_Princess · Mon Jun 05, 2006 @ 03:32am · 0 Comments |
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Illusions of sane persons... |
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I know what you're all thinking from the tittle... "OMG.. she's going to go on some weird rant again like, about how sane people make us insane, and sane people are not sane." You would only be partialy correct...
There is no such thing as sane persons,it's alllll an illusion, the illusions of "sane" persons include the following:
1)If I cut down my carbs and start eating just one carrot a day, I'll look like a Supermodel... YAY!!!!! (Give me a ******** break....)
2)If I wear skimpy clothes, then men will want me!!! (now for the male persepctive) If I get all buff and like start talking like a surrfer man, I'll get the radical babes for sure man... (....lord help us all if we get a moron like this to be our next presidednt... not that he could do much worse then our current one)
3)Fire bad... Tree good ( .... )
4) Marriage is only for a man and a woman, it is soooo sacred and stuff, and and and.. cause like god didn't want men and men getting married or women and women getting married.. so like yeah, it's not right! ( *ahem* appearently they didn't read the fine line of the memo. God was pimp... and he made us all horny little bastards)
Those are only four of what I'm sure is many many of the illusions that "sane" persons have... it annoys me to no end, but all well... what goes around comes around.. and stuff like that.
My point is that you're not sane.. you buy into what the media tells you and into what your friends tell you.. and all that bullshit... Quit it you little punks, get over yourselves and move on! Stop wasting the air, us insane folk deserve it more.
(If any of this has offended any of you... kiss my a**, I could care less. You're moronic enough to buy into that s**t so you can deal with the people who know what they're doing ranting and telling you how you really ******** are.)
Well have fun, stay cool, be insane!
Hell_Princess · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 05:18am · 1 Comments |
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Wow, it's been way to long for me....
Anyway, all is well with me.. though I'm not feeling well at this moment in time.. still all is well here.
I fully Support Faomy and his squerriley wrath, you should too. ^.^
My insanity has grown greatly.. and this year's end is nearly up. I've endoured changes and things, I think these things have made me a stronger woman and a better person. I've always known I was beter then I gave myself credit for.. but all things I've delt with this year has kind of given me an ego.. I can say I'm one of the best damn females I know... and I'm proud to say it. I can say I'm not a childish whore like most females who range in age from 13-25... I've stayed away from the illusions that the media is correct and that ALL human life forms are stupid... only 80% of human kind is stupid....
All well, life is short.. go eat a cheese burger and shut up with the bitching an moaning.
Have fun and don't just sit around waiting for you're life span to end.. it's depressing god damnit.. so don't do it!!
ninja
Hell_Princess · Tue Nov 01, 2005 @ 12:23am · 1 Comments |
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Parents... gotta love them. First off.. my deepest apologies to those who spent two days in a panic over my little MIA factor. My mother jumped to conclusions due to her bf's worry and him ranting about how dangerous this place is.. and yadda yadda. I was perfectly fine. I called my mother that night to inform her I was not comming home till the next day... She didn't answer, so I left a message.. she didn't check her messages.. I think that's because she's not quite sure of how to check her voicemail. So I showed her... now she knows. All is good now, so hopefully there will be no event like this again. My love to you all. heart
Hell_Princess · Mon Aug 01, 2005 @ 01:51am · 1 Comments |
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Oh... what fun.. Moving,oi. I think I've moved way to many timed in my life,lol. But alas, this is a good move. I mean.. it's a nice new house.. decent location. 3bedroom, one bath, nice big back yard, and a cute front yard with a nice big fron porch. Very very nice actually. I like it. So I've been packing, and all that good stuff. Jen has returned from Mass, she got back lastnight... lucky lil Vixen,lol. I love the girl though, she got me a nice lil gift... yet she has failed to tell me what it is. She's on this whole "Just wait and see" kick. Bother her and I are contemplating what to do for our birthdays... I was thinking uber party methodes,lol. And She's thinking anything that includes German boy,lol. Soooo we'll pull something together.
Yes.. that's right my birthday... that splendid little day that represents the day of your comming forth into this hellish world... unless your lucky and get the happy life. Soooo my plans for that day are wandering around... no one's sure what they want to do... neither am I. Party.. most deffinately, But I hate big shindigs.. those things can be such a pain in the a**... so.. strip club? a nice little get together with a few friends.. I'm thinking that might be the way to go.. yet, if the plans of having a combo party pull through.. the shindig is on.
So okay.. back to the moving thing. I'm happy, and all that random s**t.. Today is a slow day. I was hoping Geoff would be on.. sadly he has yet to come online.. I don't think I'll be online for a while ..well till monday, that's when we're getting the internet hooked up. So it's all good. Hold off till then.. and try not to miss me to much.... though it's a hard thing to do. ^.^
Anywho... I'll head off now cause I've got things to do.. all is well and have fun people. Much love to ya heart
Hell_Princess · Fri Jul 22, 2005 @ 06:22pm · 1 Comments |
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